wished

back there .. i missed

ollo ~

it has been awhile i didn crap here again . hello peeps .
im back , for a post =)

so , finally .
i got myself a new job .
apparently , it sucks .
i only can say , work in a big company s really really stress
its like , everyone s waiting to see u fail . or perhaps , they want u to fail .
nearly 2months i work here , i told myself everyday single day that i want to quit .
i don’t like it here , i don’t like the ppl here
yes , i like the job . i can learn more , but not with the ppl here
how u gonna learn when all those ppl are not even willing to teach .
and when something goes wrong . they will claim that you ‘re the one who did it .
so ~ what next ?

its stress , but responsibility made me ‘ve no choice .




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im back from kL , too .
its not as i expected
although , there are always things that we cant accept . yet , we cant deny it pun .
but i guess nowadays , friends were meant to be like this .
overall , its still a fun one ^^
we shall ‘ve more plan on the next one .

i wanna go sg , i wanna go thailand , i wanna go hk ! mami wanna go taiwan ~
alright , i wan more shoppiiiiiiiiiing !
i seriously enjoying keep buying like no tmr . siokkkkkkkkkk dieeeeeeee !
awwww , wo miss there edii .
=( sigh




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i’ve got no new year resolution .
shud i say , i don’t have any hmm.. dream ?
maybe pms , but life makes me feel so miserable .
don’t know what to do next .
cant see what lies ahead me .
i hate this stress , i don’t want it inside me everyday .
i don’t have options . tsk !




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and , YJX’s flewwwwwwww .
being emo since yesterday .
not pms i think , ‘ at least ’ i have not on fire YET . i wonder why
but yess , im shitty emoo .
it makes me feeeel , everyone s falling apart .
devil in my head s telling me YES , you all are gonna be like strangers very soon *devil laugh*
fuck it . but i think he s right .
what more than try harder to make a frenship a real frenship .


everything suckssssssssss .