NiiNii

-short update-

 its my NiiNii channn 3rd bday a few days back

more pics soon !

 love this pic =p

 super photogenic that night

compare to ping shi la . LOL

xxx

have been real busy recently

outingoutingouting

poolpoolpool 

dotadotadota

just no time to 

blogblogblog

and imma spend more time to

pianopianopiano

the mood s back , again , temporary !

bf and bf having holiday soon so .. i think this blog will kena neglect again

well , stay tune y'all !

it wont be too long ................. KUA ;p

niinii chan ~

LOLS

cute right .

whenever i view this pic it sure comes with a big big smile on my face .

its just too adorable

^^

've a nice day peeps .

*winks*

lala mood.

Lala ~ keep feel like lala-ing. ^^
Mood beli good i guessed ?

It’s a different yet simple yet happy New Year Eve i’ve had.
When the clock strikes 12, i wasn’t beside them countdown with them.
I wasn’t beside them like any year did watching pretty fireworks.
I didn get to hughug dem telling them i love them.

*patting myself*

So as New Year kan, so we experienced new feel, new thing, new way, new start xD
i was eating crispy mee when the clock strikes 12 lols. Listening to the fireworks, hearing peeps in restaurant greeting each others but not drinking and high-ing like YUUUUUUUU~.
wow~ i reali ‘ve changed.
Glanced an eye on him, i smiled =)

Went fishing with uncle at around 3.30am. Sots no ? went Muara beach and yeaa was totally high enuf to spinspin de beach upside down. Not after i know we‘ve to walk 2km of road to the destination

OO”

2km yo ! beli long distance okay == why don’t i just guaiguai sleep at home ah ?
Plus my sis accidentally drops her cammie battery so we walked back search with her tu.

Plus+ plus+ minus- minus- ..
i assumed i’ve walked “5km” barefoot on the beach of the very 1st day of 2010.
Sweet~ (sweat?) xD

But wow.. the night scene is reali reali gorgeous.
Imagine u kiss kiss ur loved one under the moonlight~
Wuuuu~ sweet sia <3
Its always feel great when u get to hold someone hand when u needed one.
Feel so protected. =)


Im ok xD


xxx


will try’na upload some random pics soon. xD




cares~

im ok tu~

Tadaa.. lady boss went vacation for a week n i guessed now i’l have the time to blog now =)

Pp been asking me R u alright? R u ok? Cheer up okay? Blabla..
Thanks a lot i reali do appreciate =3
It makes feel im actually not alone =) as in ehhhh..like if i willing to step out n accept those. I’d have much more than what im having now ^^

Im not reali emo everyday actually.
Its simply just that ehhhh...when im happy i ma play lo, dota ~ chatting ~ flirting ~ fb-ing ~… sometimes i wanted to blog oso la, but oo the mood is just not right HAHA. I rather go play dota ==. When im free den i ma sleep lo, rest rest den night wake up continue play with him again.

No life !

When im moody ~ den i ma sleep bu xia den i ma blog lo lols. Since no mood ma~ scandal don’t choi me, ah lai cari my pasal somemore. Sasak tu, i ma emo lo. Be ostrich lo~ hide myself somemore, off msn off garena off phone like i ma no need care anyone. Den ma blog lo..

Patut that u all always see i emo lo. Im sowiii~
xD

im ok =)
lovess~
ai si ni men xD

Officially missing you

*i make a scar so u can remember me

lols

im so hurt.
beli beli somemore.

so...i think its better for me to quit Dota from now on.

for uu.

=)

xxx

♪ ♪ ♪

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you

[Chorus]

It official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you

♪ ♪ ♪

Tamia - Officially Missing You

aiks

Woos, been reali neglecting this blog recently.
Reali 've got a lots to mention but i dono where to start.. Aiks.

Hmmm so where im up to now?

Ehhh..was playing dota all the the time recently. Day n Night. Was training hard for it. So that i 'l be able to play with oren lo. I reali sleep less for it, sometimes i might just sleep 1hr or 2hrs per day zz.

For what? Wat so nice to play? Or izit because of him?

Question like this keep approaching me recently. Aiks. Not i don wanna answer, how i answer u when me myself didnt even know the answer?

Me n him keep quarrelled about dis stuff recently. Our relation is reali unstable =s few days ago we were even seriously talking about de break up issues.

He say if i dont stop flirting den we ma break lo. Den i ma simply hamtam i 'll stop it lo.

Fuck, i made fake promises.

Cant believe it. im so bound to promises, for me promised means everything. Bcz of his tho blabla cases, i made fake promises HAHA. how nice~ =)

Well~ its getting better now cos he finally gives step and said i can cont play(flirt) as i like asa i keep it low profile. Lols. wtf is dis. Do i not reali a bad gf?

Whatever, i believe this wont be hold any longer. Since our chemistry had changed. Hmmm~ im too tired to care about our relation anymore. He said my attitude made our relation goes worst everyday. So~ whom can i asked who made me go this way then?

Lets just dota =)
xoxo

imy

weeeeeeeee~

imy <3

Sunday >< do wat leh.

Went swimming yest <3

i love to swim.
for so many years, this is the 1st time i didn swim at all HAHA.

ehhh~ just stayed around the chest level.

aiks.
Story tells uu, DONT SO SWIMMING POOL ON SATURDAY !!

There will be a lots of stuuupid kids splashing water in front of uu and jump over your head and make a BIGBIG SPASH!
GRRR.

*cool down*

Its a wonderful night~

xxx

Sunday>< do wat leh..

Can predict that im going GG agen. 99.8% dat i will stay awake till morning ^^.
So~ what to do lehh?
hmm

nyways.
Goodlucks dearsss for the exam.
GAMBATEH.

woos!

Pheww~

Finally, done with their assignment. =)
So~ coming week they are gonna be real bz and main point is

NO ONE PEII ME WATCH 2012!

desperately wanted to watch it nahhs T__T
sobs.

ah chua lii in a down down mood now baru think dao to blog.
lols.
wu ngia shi bu shi? happy happy jiu go play go hiao luu, mana hui sit here self emo-ing

kasianess.

baby, do you know im waiting for uu.?
wo xiang nii~

laii red =x

Been helping with their assignment again recently.
=)

Due to the late sleep-ing.
My mensus came much more earlier =x as in errr.nearly a week

He says :
Not healthy = beh chun
No sleep = Not healthy

= ask me sleep early?

lols. <3

2012 is on show now but yeaa~ no pp 've got the time to peii me watch. Sad.
They said shao shao need till Dec baru free worr.
geez.

Nvm~ play Dota tadi n WAHAHAHX i've got MEGA KILL.
ITS MEGA KILL YO.
Okay fine~ its normal for those pro la but i had stopped for half year worrrrr.
xD suang dao. ^^

Oren ~ <3

^^

是不是当你喜欢一个人时
只要有他的一句晚安，就已足够让你笑着过一整天 xD

晚安 ❤

wo de XiangNii

my babe is finally back ^^
Oh my, she s so sick.
kasian lar ~ no mood to play somemore no more sweet sweet smile on her face

she don wan me le T T.
aiks ~
kasian me as well =(.

hopefully she huast huast get well soon~

Xiang Nii~♥


xxx

♪ ♪ The truth is tearing up my heart
I can't recognise this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can't even find a stranger this time

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think~ I never will

A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think~ I never will

I never will ♪ ♪

JJ Lin Jun Jie - Endless Road

==

For saying i dont like to go HaiNan. im going there today, just now, again.

Still, many many uncles WITH kidss which irritate me lotss.. Grrrr

Still, we didn get to play till late late.

Still, im tired!! i think i need to retired edi, leii leii miee.

Kelv joined us today and yea....bully me somemore.
aiks.

Planned to go Dear house after that but bcz of him hmm i went back home.
why ? i dont know. Just simply feel like going home, to chat.

lols! please tell me y im so addicted to this so-not-right relation?
no no ~ better not to think about it. =)

xxx

Sleepless week.
Almost everyday, i sleep at 4 or 5, wake up at 7. So did yesterday night and guess what. i dont feel sleepy nor tired. Just erm, boring bcz he went to rest.
Suddenly, i dont know what should i do atm bcz for a week. i 've been spending my time Dota-ing and chatting somemore.

So yea~ i guess i 'l just wait him to wake up ba.

Crazyness.

in a emm beli weird mood.
Im not happy, im not sad.
I dont feel normal too, feel like emm
im looking for something but yet its lost.
but i knew, i'l have just got it back.

wtf im talking about.

♪ ♪ I used to call you my boy
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say

I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day

Boy I'm so down when your love's not around

I miss you, miss you, miss you

I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again ♪ ♪

Moffats - Miss You Like Crazy

Hai Nan

Woos.
went to play bball at HaiNan.
honestly, i dont reali like to play there.
Many uncles, lost vision when its getting dark, plus if i fell~ its definitely an ouchness ==

We need to stop by 6plusplus somemore~ aiks. but since there is less pp and Ong's brother will not appear ya so ~ tahan tahan somemore luu.

Dated Xiang Nii's papa as well, walaupun we had only met for few times but still, he said

: Hey, u gained weight le ...

LOLS WTF!

Izit so obvious ?? Even stranger (izit?) can tells that im fat.
nbemcbshklknnkemd~

im seriously need to KiamPui somemore.
aiks~

Xiang Nii =(

Its already been days and gosh i reali missed her so muchh.

Mama went Miri that day and she said she cant recognize her edi..
T T sad.
She gets along well with aunties there but not her.

AAHH, so when she comes back.
will she reject me too ?

aiks.
im missing both of them edi =(

♫♫ I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
and just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you every where I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret, but I know
If I could do it over
I would trade, give away, all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do


What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do ♫♫

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most

Dota

Super duper double triple ultra Cute n Big Penguin xD

As i said, i started to play Dota again.
It feels nice, but then.. i don't have my own lappy to play.
sigh.
Buying a laptop now would definitely my 1st priority.

I need it, to keep this blog update but not draft draft and draft.
I need it, to arrange my thing all over. All files and folders flying here and there. so luan can.
I need it, to play dota.
I need it, to contact Xiang Nii's papa lols.

well well ~ thought to share some Dota Fun here but hmm. seems like no one is interested.
Stop here then xD

taa~
Xiang Nii~ ♥

♪♪ Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, I wanna see how you lose control,

So leave it behind cause we have a to get away
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I'll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,

So leave it behind cause we have a night to get away
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why don't we run away)

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

(LiL Wayne)
Even if the sky is falling down like she 'posed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, cause to me she zero degrees,
She cold, over freeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
Now can I be her soldier please,
I'm fighting for this girl,
On a battlefield of love,
Don't it look like baby cupid sendin arrows from above,
Don't you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
And honestly I'm down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down ♪♪

Jay Sean Ft Lil Wayne - Down

ooppssii

lovely sunday~

It brings the November.
bring the month of another pokkai-ness.

so ~ within this week. im gonna decide whether to get a new phone 1st or a lappy.
i would love to go for the lappy but yea insufficient cash. geez any rich fren can sponsor me 1st ?

hmmm.

started to play dota agen. lols
still love xD
but ho ~ hmmm.
didn get much chance to play too.

hais.

we were drinking last night but i all the way chatting with Xiang Nii's papa. lols
long story ~ xD laters