Thursday, December 31

Huhu..

=)
Getting exited peeps? It’s the last day of 2009 y’all.
Celebration~ party~ liquor~ fren~ family~ countdown~ wooos!
May all of u have a wonderful night.

xD

Family, Dearsss, Guairens, Frens and blabla~

May the coming days fill with happiness, all of us long long nine nine, ai lai ai qu, siaks lai siaks qu <3

Babes and dudes
Enjoy the night ~ !

xoxo
lovesssssssss n caressssssssss.

Mwacks.
I love uu <3

Friday, December 25

merry xmas !

OOPS~

Merry Xmas peeps !
xD









will update asap.
mwacks, lovess


Saturday, December 19

Okay..

Seriously, at least some text should be filling up here.

So let’s talk back.
met some 2days ago.
Yeaa ~ still the few of them.
Zhen, HungZhi, WeiHao~ lols, the fixed one. Then ehh~ FOOKCHERN ! surprise me tho, it has been years since i last saw him. So as well ~ Jerry Neo Boon Boon.. All boys agen == HAHA
Bcz Yen’s was still in KK and Yue’s haven got her ass back here.

Gonna arrange an outing soon ~ ^^

Feel great meeting up with with old frens. Walaupun there’s still something within but i believe ehhhh~ its gonna be ok =)
I’l try~

Maybe shud date them more often tho~ those girls blabla. Hmmm~ but im worried that i’ve got nothing to talk to dem worr.. an zua ho lehh ><
Interest beh same, topic beh same, life style beh same, hamik ochipala pun beh same ~ aiyo apakan =s

GOODNEWS !
Yue’s is gonna stay here somemore~ woohooo! As in stay~ yeaa stay! Not going back le worr.. wuuu~ <3 wa likey this. Wahahahx.
But then hmmm~ transport! We need transport, as in me too.. ><

Blabla~ what else ><


So ehhh..
Me!
Im doing ehh not so good xD
Trying to get my ass out of their ass. =x
We had changed due to my attitude and act lately. What i did to him, it reali brought me lots of complain. I shouldn’t this i shouldn’t that, stfu yo.
But then yeaa, geez i love dem. Aiks.
Hmmm~ lets talk bout this when i bo mood HAHA. Much easier to express the feeling. I felt empty now =s

Lovess~
Come back to me.

Wednesday, December 16

Wuuuu~

Year of 2009 is gonna end reali soon.

So as lame, many things happened this year HAHA.
stupidd
but cannot be deny that, i do changed a lot.
? who cares.

Frens are coming back one by one now.
I shud rearrange those stuff and try to get along with them.
This world aint about just me and them right?

=)
Im ok tu.

Im gonna be really good. xD
Hmm ~maybe i shud go ask for my fortune, desperately wanna know what the fuck with my problems.
Huhu~
Im trying hard tu, can you see?

Well well~ left one and a half month to Chinese New Years. =)
That’s soon~ and ehh.. yeap. No worries
Everything is gonna be just fine <3

Wow~ i just notice that there are only few posts this month ==
Oops.
Yeaa~ i’ve totally lost de enthusiasm to blog lols. Maybe if uu buy me a cam den i ma upload pics lo. My bday coming soon oo~ lallala an shi somemore xb.

Well.
Dudes, im sorry for what have i done. give me some times to get over myself..
Maybe the feeling just wont go away as the scar is too deep.
It keep reminds me something stupidd. Something that i wanna forget but then i wont forgot.

I know it makes me so-not-me, for something that i knew. I avoided u dudes, isolated myself from u dudes. i shudn right? The relation within us now makes me feel bad. I don’t reali understand what had i done.
Maybe i shud try to make it up or its too late?
Dear said: 因为太熟.
Yeaa, u knew its not.

But then i shud be glad that u face me with your real feeling. Sometimes see the way we treated others make me feel like我们很假. but then, who s real ah?

Oops.

taaa!

Saturday, December 12

im ok tu~

Tadaa.. lady boss went vacation for a week n i guessed now i’l have the time to blog now =)

Pp been asking me R u alright? R u ok? Cheer up okay? Blabla..
Thanks a lot i reali do appreciate =3
It makes feel im actually not alone =) as in ehhhh..like if i willing to step out n accept those. I’d have much more than what im having now ^^

Im not reali emo everyday actually.
Its simply just that ehhhh...when im happy i ma play lo, dota ~ chatting ~ flirting ~ fb-ing ~… sometimes i wanted to blog oso la, but oo the mood is just not right HAHA. I rather go play dota ==. When im free den i ma sleep lo, rest rest den night wake up continue play with him again.

No life !

When im moody ~ den i ma sleep bu xia den i ma blog lo lols. Since no mood ma~ scandal don’t choi me, ah lai cari my pasal somemore. Sasak tu, i ma emo lo. Be ostrich lo~ hide myself somemore, off msn off garena off phone like i ma no need care anyone. Den ma blog lo..

Patut that u all always see i emo lo. Im sowiii~
xD

im ok =)
lovess~
ai si ni men xD

Monday, December 7

Its ok =)

So ehhh emmm, a happy one =)

xb.

Hmmm.
So ehhh..i pierced my ear..in a beli beli bad mood condition.. Its now 3:1 n soon i think imma make it 5:3 woos! If i dare la, cos parents sure gonna kill me 99 hahaha.
They dont like us to 've too many 'holes' on our ear tho. we've been request it for yearsss. It was like finally !! Den ma hiong hiong laii lo xD

But well~ i 打勾勾 with my papa say i wont pierce agen somemore =s how leh ><

Wat generation now le oo wan tut some holes oso so sasak, stupid~ i wanna go for tattoo somemore. at shoulder ther~ wooo~ *winks at sis*

Btw its sunday !
Lunch with him just now and accidentally met kelv (we always do), seems like beli long we didn meet edii =s his exam is coming soon tho. Nvm thats not the point. Ehhh i ma kidnapped him shopping with me lo <3

were seriously discussing about our future. Feel like future is parting us away from each other.

Geez suddenly speechless LOLS..
I shall sleep now =b
TBC...

Im ok =)

Sunday, December 6

Officially missing you

*i make a scar so u can remember me

lols
im so hurt.
beli beli somemore.

so...i think its better for me to quit Dota from now on.

for uu.

=)

xxx

♪ ♪ ♪

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you

[Chorus]

It official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you

♪ ♪ ♪

Tamia - Officially Missing You

Saturday, December 5

aiks

Woos, been reali neglecting this blog recently.
Reali 've got a lots to mention but i dono where to start.. Aiks.

Hmmm so where im up to now?

Ehhh..was playing dota all the the time recently. Day n Night. Was training hard for it. So that i 'l be able to play with oren lo. I reali sleep less for it, sometimes i might just sleep 1hr or 2hrs per day zz.

For what? Wat so nice to play? Or izit because of him?

Question like this keep approaching me recently. Aiks. Not i don wanna answer, how i answer u when me myself didnt even know the answer?

Me n him keep quarrelled about dis stuff recently. Our relation is reali unstable =s few days ago we were even seriously talking about de break up issues.

He say if i dont stop flirting den we ma break lo. Den i ma simply hamtam i 'll stop it lo.

Fuck, i made fake promises.

Cant believe it. im so bound to promises, for me promised means everything. Bcz of his tho blabla cases, i made fake promises HAHA. how nice~ =)

Well~ its getting better now cos he finally gives step and said i can cont play(flirt) as i like asa i keep it low profile. Lols. wtf is dis. Do i not reali a bad gf?

Whatever, i believe this wont be hold any longer. Since our chemistry had changed. Hmmm~ im too tired to care about our relation anymore. He said my attitude made our relation goes worst everyday. So~ whom can i asked who made me go this way then?

Lets just dota =)
xoxo