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tuuu ~ i've changed my favicon finally .
its nearly a year since i said i wanted to change it , since my laptop went heaven .
so my laptop had actually died for a year edii =s how sadd .

anyways .
just in case u wanna change , coz i seriously think it looks cute !

just simply google it
how to change the favicon in blogger
follow the steps , its really super easyy .

but then, mine doesnt work on IE but firefox.
weirdd .

itsokay .
so now , i wanna create one myself =D=D=D
and look for new template . i siens this one edii aiks !

tataa ~ =3=

you

after a night wallowed in sadness .

i realize that , what i mind the most
its not knowing you aint gonna bring me when u could .
its not what whatever in your mind .

it is that , knowing when u know im down , im sad , i needed you by my side .
but u chose to ignore it . =)
u said u care , u said u worried .
but there s nothing but only saying .

the one who text me wasnt you neither you the one who tried to text and comfort me

after having a big rain washed .
its clear than ever . love doesnt exist as much as you and i thought
u know , but u chose to ignore . how sad was that .
i mind , i truly mind about this . i do =)
fucktards

lols ?

i know they wouldn't be here , i know im nothing to have those .
i shouldnt be expecting
but whats with the little hope that fills inside me convincing me maybe im something .
hoping for surprises and once again nothing but disappointment .

feel a little fucked up when im doing shitty things while i nearly can hear ur laughter approaching me from nowhere.

hahaha .
this s stupid .

lols ? yes , i cant .

Family

Finally , i went out with my family on my so called family day .
Its been quite awhile i didn join them on Sunday =s
I spent my time mostly on sleeping , HAHA .
or breakfast and blabla , with frens

aiks .

hmmm . so ~ the family dinner last Friday was ummmm . speechless .
i don’t know , its hmmm , weird weird de .
specially my uncle (xiao jiu) and his ‘wife’ .
we invited them , they come for sure .
u know ~ free food ==
hey no , im not . this s what his ‘wife’ said , we’re colleague .
有人请有的好吃做么不去 < ~ lols ?

okays , they came and eat . just eat ==
like couple of Stranger A and B have no seats and simply share table with us .
lols ?

i rmb we used to have lots laughter with the uncle , he used to sayang us like no tmr , we used to bully him like no tmr . oops .
aiyaa
just hmm , he has changed , since she came in .
slap me , i ever doubted why she chose my uncle . =s they having age’s gap .

ahhh . anything . and i know , i wont call her my XiaoJiuMu . =)


and .


Happy Union Restaurants aka Hai Wai Tian , SUCKS .

emo comes and goes .

its been a day . im in a good mood agen . yess im weird i know .

Say , i really wanna have good relation with the ‘ Ex ’ . u know ~ as in 分手后还是朋友 that kind . but , gahhh . hard .

I don’t really understand what he wants . I think , he trying to let me know he cant sleep well because of me .? Msg me in de middle of the night ask me to have a talk with him bcz his emo effed up ; msg me randomly tell heyy i ‘ve not been sleeping these 2days , im siao edii ; 7 early 8 early in the morning msg me Hi , i didn sleep last night , im gonna die later .

well ~ emmm ~ lols ?

if not . 7 early 8 early . msg me Hi . … Yes Hi . full stop . that’s all . i wonder what he expect for my reply . Hi back . Hello . Hey . ?
apakaN ? speechless .

u don wan sleep , that’s ur problem . its your own choice .
U don wan sleep , but u kept bising everyday , i don have enough sleep T T , i wan my bed , i need to sleep . that’s annoying .

What effed up most s . stop waking me up in de middle of the night NOR early morning !

U don’t want to effing sleep s your own effing problems stop effing wake me up to read those effing meaningless msg endure you effing emo .

You wanna msg me s your own choice , i cant reject , but please . use ur brain , choose a right time !

Gahhh ! just EFF u !



ahems . cool down .

so . was going to excaped today , suppose . but cancelled , postponed to tomorrow .
this s a little sad . because the sushi s running running marry go round in my head de whole morning HAHA .

its okays ~ i’ll go for my family dinner then .
uncle strikes 1st agen , so yes , a treat =D
hmm ~ what a luck he has , it’s the 2nd time edii nehs .
Oh yes , i think i forgot to mention .
He strikes 1st prize too in June and he bought a mobile for me as my bday present =D
I think i shud start buying 4D too , HAHA .

Hmmm . stucked . =D

Tataa ~

aiks

im emo ing for hmm . u tell me .

i dont know what s this feeling .
i dont know wher it came from .
i feel , lost . and empty .

i suddenly realize why edii .
im selfish . always and still .
its not like i baru know im selfish , cos everyone s selfish .
everyone loves to being loved .
but , how do you love someone when he/she doesnt love you ?

there s once love within , yes i know .
it had changed .
i watched Kang Xi Lai Le that regarding to Show and Rainie story .
i wonder , s there any misunderstand between us ?
i kinda mind those love more love less things .
i dont really know why it became this way .

she said , they knew , and they edii cope with the love more love less things .
they are the BFF , they did it so the love last long .
now i can understand a little .
love more, ask for less.
i 'll try .
im guess im too young back then . way too naive .
apparently , i dont want this to happen too .
im sorry .

how many years we wasted .
somehow i wished a sorry too , it may soothes =)


i just wanna love you all moreee .
i know i 'll bitch at times , i know i sure gonna make u feel like slap me till i die at times .
i'll try to not to , it gonna hurt tho .

give me time .
u ever heard ppl says :
狗改不了吃屎
江山易改本性难移 ?

thats it .
it always feel better after speak ^^

lovess .
xoxo

Picnic =D

Lols, the title sounds old school .

We went beach yesterday =) . it’s the 1st time we went on our own , yeaa . its abit very cacated on planning .
we don’t know what to bring , we don’t know what’s our food . we don’t know what time we should go either . blabla and blabla ~

Best of the plan , go Huaho , pusing pusing n yess , here we got our food =D
Bread , mayonnaise . tuna . egg <~ sandwich
Cabbage , tuna , dressing < ~ saladNugget , Hotdog , Keropok and Drinks .

Simple and easy ! hoho ~

7 early 8 early as in like 5am went lai’s house to ready the food . reached the beach around 9 plus plus ~
Seeeeeeee , i told ya ~ so late confirm no hao wei zi =(
sadly , no empty pondok edii , so we just simply settle under shade .
bought a volleyball ^^ ermm a 3 in 1(rugby , volleyball , football ) multipurpose volleyball which only cost $20 !

so so and so so ~ nice calm sea + cloudy =) , beli beli nice to play with the sea . but still it getting hot after noon time and young ppl were just to lin c to hide till everyone got sunburn . ouchiiie =’ . and too , the tmd-ly sandflies == , follow everywhere sampai we cant manage to play de ‘deadbody’ thingthing =ss , and my leg == gahhh , don’t mention !

no picture s taken .
my mobile run out of energy the night before peacefully sleeping the whole day .
and , we were just too busy have fun – ing . =p
too , im lazy to think and use a better word to express the story .
its too bad . =3

nxt time ‘ll do . =)

cares . ^^

fuck , my leg reali itchy till can die .