wo lei le .

seriously , im tired le .

because of that stick . u lied and lied and lied and lied and……
u always said u will quit . and u always failed .

sometimes im not asking you to quit but at least smoke less .
u said you will . and u failed too .

and when i said , at least ask for a permission . for what u so call a respect
u said okay , u will . and u failed again .

when i said only 1 or 2 .
u said okay .

when i didn know .
u say it was just 1 or 2

when it goes to 4 or 5
u pretend that u forgot our deal .

when i look at you .
u pretend that u forgot again , to ask me 1st .

when i question it .
u said , 5 is less enough .

actually , i wonder who actually the one u want to hold everyday .
the stick , or me ?

without that little stick . u gonna suffer . u gonna have symptoms . u will feel like dying . u gonna miss that stick every single second . u want it god damn much , more than anything in this world . not even your health may vary the priority .

without me . nothing s gonna happen . some more , u’ve freedom . what more , u’ve that stick to keep you accompany . to release your ‘ stress ’ .
even more , u will have bunch of your bros telling you , so what about girl ? all girls shud shut up .
sounds great eyy ?


girls , we such a loser .

iPod

its killing me .

craving for the song What Hurts The Most - Racsal Flatts todayy
yeaa , since i woke up this morning . maybe i dream of the song last night ?
gahh , IDK ! the melody just keep pusing pusing in my head .

but , it didn annoy me ~ thats weird .
so i get the iPod on , and..... NEXT like no tomorrow just to look for the song HAHA .
repeated the song MANUALLY nnnnnnnnnnn times . ahh ~ satisfied finally .

and now , its playing randomly . old song new song ~
whats killing me , its like each of the song brings back different feeling .


xxx


after an hour .
i forgot that i actually blog - ing .
stucked .
the mood gone HAHA

xoxo . tataa