Sunday, November 29

WOOOOS

WOOOOOOOOOO! Shake it mama SHAKE IT !!

Am i too high?
Must be thinking im beli high now right~?
NO? keh keh somemore~ i know u ! yesh YOU! Must be thinking “siao eh” now right ~~
Nahhh~ ~ beI i zhua dao ah !
Aiks *shyshy*

Awww that’s so bad of you. but yeaaaa.. I DO !
Woooos!

Ah chua lii~ i feel like crying now HAHA.
Feel like ehhh ehhh ~ cry out insanely in ehh ehhh ~
in someone arms ~.. which him/her would whisper at my ear and said

don worry babe, im here.

Sweet cham ❤.. ahems.. but then impossible la ! hahaha.
Cz ehhh ~ im pushing us to the end =b.
Hmmmm. Ah chua lii~ i don’t want to that too. Cz ehh ~ hmm i don’t know ?
(please tahan sikit ho, i just feel like talking(typing) so much!)
Okay ehhh~ till wher ah?

Ermmmm. Im flirting.
We quarreled quite a few times because of this issues but don’t know why.
Ehhh……im still doing it somemore.
I shudn to expose it here la but ehhhhhhhh…lols im siao!

Hmmmm. Now i understand why they ‘re saying Gemini is beli de flower heart.
Im doin it to over edii.
Yeap, i know myself pretty well i guessed.
Hmmmm~ i know if i want us to be good den i shud stop what is I-N-G now.
But mmm ~ hard. Cz im enjoying what im up to now.
N i think yea ~ im ok with it somemore.

=s

It was like, since we always fight n quarreled.
Its good now den, we less meet now, less fight, sometimes i miss him somemore. Why not ? hahaha feel so alasanness.

Hmmm maybe we shud just restart, like ehhhhh dating once in awhile, msg-ing, whatever normal couple do but just not what we used to be. =)
Maybe better ehh ? atleast emmmm i havent totally lost my heart on him.
Atleast, im still looking forward on our 1st vacation on dis coming cny.
I feel sweet with that with no reason.
I still love him. Maybe not as much as before but yea. I reali wanted to go with him.

At least. He s the 1st man that i ever planned as a part of my future

Just ehh at the current period. i feel so bitchy. Bitchy me~ so what ? can u do dis ? u dare ~? LAI LA !
Im still young tho. Bitch!
Oops.

(8:13 PM) Hendy: Ur laptop still cacat ah?
i like ur dp honey
(8:14 PM) M o M o ™ ❤: ennohs ~
gonna buy desktop
when have money ~
hahah
thankiu ~
^^
(8:15 PM) M o M o ™ ❤: lols u use ebuddy oso see de dao my dp oo ~
(8:26 PM) Hendy: Hehe
I want ur tongue inside my mouth =)
(8:31 PM) Hendy: Honey busy?
(8:44 PM) M o M o ™ ❤: lols ~
mean u wana kiss me ka ~
haha
(8:45 PM) Hendy: Haha yeah.When can i taste baobei de tongue?
(8:45 PM) M o M o ™ ❤: emm
hahah
i dont know ~
lols
(8:45 PM) M o M o ™ ❤: u wan taste my tongue?
bu scared ur gf jealous ah ?
(8:46 PM) Hendy: I where got gf oh
(8:46 PM) Hendy: :p
(8:46 PM) M o M o ™ ❤: lols ~
(8:47 PM) M o M o ™ ❤: don have mehh ~
i saw a girl name in ur pm yest wor ~
aiks im jealous =(.
(8:47 PM) Hendy: Don worry honey, im all yours.<3

Imba? Lallala
Slap me can?

Thursday, November 26

imy


weeeeeeeee~

imy <3

Wednesday, November 25

emoemo ..

Dont~ dont go away.

Currently paktoh-ing with Emoness now.
Ehh~ i also dont know why i suddenly feel emo.

Im thinking.

Is this what i want?

Is this worth?

For a moment, i've been thinking im ok with it.
But the next, i cant let go.

aiks.

Teach me what to do babe's.

Speak to me.
Im so not okay.

Pheww..

天色很光天窗何事总关起
风声很多心声全部关於你
我也试过痛了倦了都不想 放弃

真的紧紧相拥仍像假欢喜
假的潇洒分开谁又真演戏
我有勇气吻你就会很快乐 为何逃避

曾有过一秒 抱着於一起
忘记要怎样抽离
曾经很开心 一分一刻 我会储起

曾有过感觉 我未想讲起
而秘密会属於你
情感这东西 始终必须运气

真的很多感触如像小把戏
假的很多消息然後怎收尾
爱要有勇气老实说偏顾忌 仍然逃避

曾有过一秒 抱着於一起
忘记要怎样抽离
曾经很开心 一分一刻 我会储起

如你我可以最後於一起
你会知道我日夜想你
从不想多讲 只因不想累你

曾有过一秒 抱着於一起
忘记要怎样抽离
曾经很开心 一分一刻 我会储起

如你我可以最後於一起
你会知道我日夜想你
从不想多讲 都只想保护你

能有这福气 有幸识到你
才决定努力争气
从不讲出口 这麽这麽为你

钟嘉欣 - 日夜想你

Sunday, November 22

Sunday >< do wat leh.

Went swimming yest <3

i love to swim.
for so many years, this is the 1st time i didn swim at all HAHA.

ehhh~ just stayed around the chest level.

aiks.
Story tells uu, DONT SO SWIMMING POOL ON SATURDAY !!

There will be a lots of stuuupid kids splashing water in front of uu and jump over your head and make a BIGBIG SPASH!
GRRR.

*cool down*

Its a wonderful night~

xxx

Sunday>< do wat leh..

Can predict that im going GG agen. 99.8% dat i will stay awake till morning ^^.
So~ what to do lehh?
hmm

nyways.
Goodlucks dearsss for the exam.
GAMBATEH.

woos!

Friday, November 20

Pheww~

Finally, done with their assignment. =)
So~ coming week they are gonna be real bz and main point is

NO ONE PEII ME WATCH 2012!

desperately wanted to watch it nahhs T__T
sobs.

ah chua lii in a down down mood now baru think dao to blog.
lols.
wu ngia shi bu shi? happy happy jiu go play go hiao luu, mana hui sit here self emo-ing

kasianess.

baby, do you know im waiting for uu.?
wo xiang nii~

Sunday, November 15

Rainy day ~

Aiks, whats wrong with the weather recently.

Rain - Thunder - Rain heavily - Thunder kuat-ly - Rain Si Beh-est heavy - Thunder SibehSibeh-est Kuat.

Ah chua lii, this post has no topic at all~
was just emmm. boring !!
lols

eye wan close edii.
But the way,

I do love rain.

Saturday, November 14

laii red =x

Been helping with their assignment again recently.
=)

Due to the late sleep-ing.
My mensus came much more earlier =x as in errr.nearly a week

He says :
Not healthy = beh chun
No sleep = Not healthy

= ask me sleep early?

lols. <3

2012 is on show now but yeaa~ no pp 've got the time to peii me watch. Sad.
They said shao shao need till Dec baru free worr.
geez.

Nvm~ play Dota tadi n WAHAHAHX i've got MEGA KILL.
ITS MEGA KILL YO.
Okay fine~ its normal for those pro la but i had stopped for half year worrrrr.
xD suang dao. ^^



Oren ~ <3

Thursday, November 12

^^

是不是当你喜欢一个人时
只要有他的一句晚安,就已足够让你笑着过一整天 xD

晚安 ❤

Dudes N Babes

To be honest, im reali super duper double triple ultra song after i done dis background LOLS.

It may not be perfect but yea, adjusting it make me sasak daoo~ so c'mon don be karit.


PRAISE ME ! HAHAHA~

So umm, 'l try to design somemore agen xD.

It still a little cacated somemore cz i cant get de pixel of the background altho i had tried for umpteen times zz
De middle part is kosong lols, aiya. it will be cover by post ma.
Don Care!

Pls la ho ~ mai hiam si beh pai de nehhs.

Wooss.

Tuesday, November 10

Fine ~

Okay fine dont tahan =)

ITS OK ! =)

We err argued again yesterday night.
(walao, everyday quarrelled quarelled, bu siens?)
LOLS, must be there some pp think like dis edii.

xD

well, i know im wrong, im bad, im a flirt, im a bitch, im stuupid, im selfish, im too sensitive, im to bound to myself. LOLS i know that !

but i aint stopping somemore.

why?
Dont know.

Since he cant understand what i said, how i feel.
I 'll let him feel it then.
But then, he doesnt care.
He s only think about, im way too over.

wlaupun i told him, its not about de matter.
its about how we felt.
Still, its de same.
Im still wrong, im still bitch, im still flirt, im still diediee xD

lols, im keeping myself good xb.

ITS OK !
pheww~




well, im wondering y my emm blog status is not updated ?

wo de XiangNii

my babe is finally back ^^
Oh my, she s so sick.
kasian lar ~ no mood to play somemore no more sweet sweet smile on her face

she don wan me le T T.
aiks ~
kasian me as well =(.

hopefully she huast huast get well soon~

Xiang Nii~


xxx

♪ ♪ The truth is tearing up my heart
I can't recognise this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can't even find a stranger this time

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think~ I never will

A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think~ I never will

I never will ♪ ♪

JJ Lin Jun Jie - Endless Road

Friday, November 6

==

For saying i dont like to go HaiNan. im going there today, just now, again.

Still, many many uncles WITH kidss which irritate me lotss.. Grrrr

Still, we didn get to play till late late.

Still, im tired!! i think i need to retired edi, leii leii miee.

Kelv joined us today and yea....bully me somemore.
aiks.

Planned to go Dear house after that but bcz of him hmm i went back home.
why ? i dont know. Just simply feel like going home, to chat.

lols! please tell me y im so addicted to this so-not-right relation?
no no ~ better not to think about it. =)

xxx

Sleepless week.
Almost everyday, i sleep at 4 or 5, wake up at 7. So did yesterday night and guess what. i dont feel sleepy nor tired. Just erm, boring bcz he went to rest.
Suddenly, i dont know what should i do atm bcz for a week. i 've been spending my time Dota-ing and chatting somemore.

So yea~ i guess i 'l just wait him to wake up ba.

Crazyness.

in a emm beli weird mood.
Im not happy, im not sad.
I dont feel normal too, feel like emm
im looking for something but yet its lost.
but i knew, i'l have just got it back.

wtf im talking about.




I used to call you my boy
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say

I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day

Boy I'm so down when your love's not around

I miss you, miss you, miss you

I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
♪ ♪

Moffats - Miss You Like Crazy


Thursday, November 5

Hai Nan

Woos.
went to play bball at HaiNan.
honestly, i dont reali like to play there.
Many uncles, lost vision when its getting dark, plus if i fell~ its definitely an ouchness ==

We need to stop by 6plusplus somemore~ aiks. but since there is less pp and Ong's brother will not appear ya so ~ tahan tahan somemore luu.

Dated Xiang Nii's papa as well, walaupun we had only met for few times but still, he said

: Hey, u gained weight le ...

LOLS WTF!

Izit so obvious ?? Even stranger (izit?) can tells that im fat.
nbemcbshklknnkemd~

im seriously need to KiamPui somemore.
aiks~

Wednesday, November 4

Xiang Nii =(




Its already been days and gosh i reali missed her so muchh.

Mama went Miri that day and she said she cant recognize her edi..
T T sad.
She gets along well with aunties there but not her.

AAHH, so when she comes back.
will she reject me too ?

aiks.
im missing both of them edi =(




♫♫ I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
and just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you every where I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret, but I know
If I could do it over
I would trade, give away, all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do


What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do ♫♫

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most

Monday, November 2

Dota

Super duper double triple ultra Cute n Big Penguin xD
As i said, i started to play Dota again.
It feels nice, but then.. i don't have my own lappy to play.
sigh.
Buying a laptop now would definitely my 1st priority.

I need it, to keep this blog update but not draft draft and draft.
I need it, to arrange my thing all over. All files and folders flying here and there. so luan can.
I need it, to play dota.
I need it, to contact Xiang Nii's papa lols.

well well ~ thought to share some Dota Fun here but hmm. seems like no one is interested.
Stop here then xD

taa~
Xiang Nii~ ♥




Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, I wanna see how you lose control,

So leave it behind cause we have a to get away
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I'll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,

So leave it behind cause we have a night to get away
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why don't we run away)

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

(LiL Wayne)
Even if the sky is falling down like she 'posed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, cause to me she zero degrees,
She cold, over freeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
Now can I be her soldier please,
I'm fighting for this girl,
On a battlefield of love,
Don't it look like baby cupid sendin arrows from above,
Don't you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
And honestly I'm down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down

Jay Sean Ft Lil Wayne - Down

Sunday, November 1

ooppssii

lovely sunday~

It brings the November.
bring the month of another pokkai-ness.

so ~ within this week. im gonna decide whether to get a new phone 1st or a lappy.
i would love to go for the lappy but yea insufficient cash. geez any rich fren can sponsor me 1st ?

hmmm.

started to play dota agen. lols
still love xD
but ho ~ hmmm.
didn get much chance to play too.

hais.

we were drinking last night but i all the way chatting with Xiang Nii's papa. lols
long story ~ xD laters