iPod

its killing me .

craving for the song What Hurts The Most - Racsal Flatts todayy
yeaa , since i woke up this morning . maybe i dream of the song last night ?
gahh , IDK ! the melody just keep pusing pusing in my head .

but , it didn annoy me ~ thats weird .
so i get the iPod on , and..... NEXT like no tomorrow just to look for the song HAHA .
repeated the song MANUALLY nnnnnnnnnnn times . ahh ~ satisfied finally .

and now , its playing randomly . old song new song ~
whats killing me , its like each of the song brings back different feeling .


xxx


after an hour .
i forgot that i actually blog - ing .
stucked .
the mood gone HAHA

xoxo . tataa

loser .

finally , i won the fight against Emo's . *victory smileee* with the help of my Da Yi Ma , thanks ! ILY
YOU LOSERR . *do L on forehead*
LAME . HAHA =$

alright cool cool ~
so whats up todayy .
feel a little spontaneous , but im stucked in office =s
mana ada bikinii , aku mau go seeeseeee .
having sportings mood but i guess better not ho ?
feeling of craving for FOOD has gone but still , i wan cabonara !
or just any western food . eg : STEAK W/FRIES W/BLACK PEPPER SAUCE . yummyumm ^^

okays i just wanna go out todayyy , lets go gamess !
err ... *stun for few secs*
forget about gamess =D i really want some sports todayy =(
scout center s probably full ~ no swimming for me ~ nada bball ~ hate jogging ~
okays , 1 left . FOOTBALL !
shenjing !

i think imma end up at home laying on bed slack with my dramass .
oh nono , i shud pratice the piano =D
- River Flows in You !
its ~ simple yet complicated ==
aiks , i bu huiiiiii ~ T____________________T

lets see lets seeee .
zai da suan !



xxx



Hey love ,
i just realised that , u never said anything like you aint gonna give up on me .
in fact , i left you =)

altho we still quarrelled like shitt now , sometimes .
each time we fought i felt like giving up .
umpteen times i imagined the scene of you leaving me .
i told myself to be prepared if you really do .
but you were still here .
always here =)
thanks love .

heartss max .

^o)

tell me what are the differences between giving up and moving on .

it confused me .
i tot when u gave up , then you moved on .

how people gonna move on IF they didn’t give it up ?

how people gonna move on IF they never let it goes ?

or maybe insisting the word move on instead of give up makes people sound with more….. dignity ?
perhaps in singlish - die wan face .
is this what we so called human nature ?

in my world , promises vanished when people decided to give up .
they fall , they failed , they moved on with their new life .

in my world , insisting what you insisted meant nothing .
still ,
those blablashitt vanished .

yet ,
its not like what had been said .

so ,
what you think ?

move on without giving up
sounds more like a joke .
because i can see no blablashitt here with me no moree .

izit there s only 1 type of relation left ? i tot things could be better than now .
IF you’re right , IF u insisted only 1choice you made , where have you been ?

im bored , so imma blog .
im emo todayy , many things come up in mind .
bad one , good one .

i’ve got nothing to do in office today but to pretend like i do .
this is tiring .
im waiting for msgs . waiting me Da Yi Ma comes visit . waiting the boss to call me for interview . waiting dec to reach . waiting money drops from sky . waiting you to reach me . waiting him too , to reach me . sounds like i busy enough ?
i just wanted someone who can be with me 7/24 . not physically ofcz , mentally , truly .

i apologize .
but i really feel aint good with this . its nothing same as before .
feel like , im distance – ed .
i might forgot the equation 1 + 1 = 2 could not be working at this time .
know longer doesn’t meant anything i guess , what important is , who you are attach with . and maybe , who shows more .

=)

Don’t really know but yet i think i know why , i keep ku xiao today . or perhaps , leng xiao . just what happen . understanding but not quite , this s fucky .
Just as i quote ,
I wish i can read your mind , but i scared the truth might hurt me .
but rather than staying here ban tian diao , i rather to take the step .
i wished i’ve got to choose the traits like the Sim does .

aiks !
da yi ma , can u come faster ?

all of the sudden , i rmb someone once asks me , whos the one i dote on the most , i said you . same question goes to you , same answer comes back to me .
it does bring back memories =)




i want…..to sleep !

interview

alright , i effing nervous for no reason .

not exactly cz of the interview , i think probably the things imma face after it .

yes , my ladyboss !

it should be nth to worry about .

yes yes , nothing !

if i really wanna worry , i should be worrying the fund of buying new clothsssssss . HAHA .

aiks .

im guess im totally 语无伦次 now =s .

been keep murmur in my heart since morning , thats why im here right now .

alright im random .

interview interview !

hope EVERY SINGLE LITTLE THING goes smoooooooooooth .

WISH ME LUCKS

HEY YOU ! I SAY

W I S H M E L U C K S !!

p/s : imma curse u if you dont !