5 o'clock

its 5 o'clock in the morning

conversation got boring

you say you'd got into bed soon ~ 

nahh im not advertising the song .

just that , its 5 o'clock in the morning and im still not sleeping yet .

tired but decided to craps a little .

cute o not

i asked my papa for years for a cabinet

bcz i always wanted one 

and he always say he will make one for me

no need go buy

sometimes he say , no papan so cannot make . 

okays

conclusion : chicken s more important T_________________T

yes chicken

papa suddenly in love with raising chicken recently

he had 2, they died

attacked by snake or cat, idk

but they died . and its ugly

=s

this ' batch ' one banyak cute tho

=p 

 yeaa , its white and its clean and cute !

thats why i lure him with my finger so he could come over to let me take picture 

bias i know

cute what

i got banyak pics of him ! 

but i bet u guys no interest with my papa chicken , so ~ 

lalla ~ 

the others . not bad lar , quite cute also

AND . a special road was made to reach their new condo . 

and there s BIGGER condo awaiting them while they grow bigger

tsk tsk tsk

my papa quite bias yi xia de 

yuan lai i learn him one 

OKAYS

*do pose*

i kinda shui bu zhao

my mind s luan , and excited

and im scare that imma get disappoint too

boss s flying later . i dontknow what time

but he will be back on thurs

lets just hope him bring back goodnews ?

*CROSSED FINGERS*

so imma start praying , even in my dream !

WHITEWHITEWHITEWHITEWHITE

PLEASE !

and oh , i tapian - ed

and its suddenly 6am !

ho FML

haiyo , i keep thinking !

geeeeeeeeeez

anyway , the song s by T-Pain Ft Lily Allen

5 o'clock

nice , altho i dont understand their story

wigglewigglewigglewiggle YAY

fml

i just wanna be a normal worker who takes salary every month . sometimes increment because i've done a good job or perform well . 


i dont wanna be so important , i dont wanna handle such a BIG thing .
i cannot and also i dont wanna be that much responsible for anything .


i dont wanna take over when there s actually no ppl willing to teach me all what they knew with some colleagues which is not cooperate at all . i do mine u do urs , u cant do , ur dai ji , i do wrong , u gao dim that kind .


when anything happens . everyone said dont know and assumed that they had taught me / told me / informed me / or even passed it to me . 
i no likey seriously .


something big happens .


i ~ issued that bloody thing , told by my direct boss and was informed not to inform other ppl .
yea its my fault being so careless
its my fault to totally fgt about it never thought it would lead to so BIG deal 
but , what about them . 
when the thing was in their tray for over weeks and no one wanna ask about it because , its not their shit . they knew that , if anything happens or if someone ask , they'd have say its my job .


im stressed .
because of these , because of them , because of everyone , me alone kena scold till luput
i dont understand why izit only my fault just because im being a head which dont know nothing and dont have any right .


no ppl listen to me , im chinese , im young , they are united cz they are same race . they wouldnt listen to me neither my order claiming they are busy all the time when one keep on busy on the phone msging the fiance and another busy with the ipodtouch eng eng bo dai ji because she is the tao keh moi , ask her do work need see her mood lagi . siok no ?


im not putting the blames on the others .
just that it was so hard to continue working in this kind of situation .
i've never done this big thing bcz i dont know it all 
but the boss just expect and want me to done it perfect and flawless .


its impossible 
if , u think im too naive for it .
u actually can pass it back to ur precious assistant who has work 10years for you and with so much experienced .
dont expect too much from me please . 
im not that good and capable and experienced as u expected


im sorry . but too , fuck your life ~

想回到过去~

nowhere to be seen huh .

years back

  look at that mdfk sexy back

that sharp OVAL face

         yes that curve , 

and that fucking sexy shoulder and the fucking sexiest collarbone .

yea , that bitch , where have u been ?

well , welcome back to reality

look at that frog-like chin

that shoulder , bra strap stucking in the fats .

collarbone probably on vacation

shapeless waist .
 a MUST to crossed the leg to make it looks slimmer .

side view u need ?

sorry i no have , but i can tell u that 

my arms are big 

 i got 厚实 de back now , which s for boy .

the area of my face is getting big and bigger . 

and my legs , yea , no more straight down .

i can feel the fats and stress looking at how big they are when i sat down .

live hard play hard

thats bullshit

i prefer eat hard fat hard stress hard

 i never really think im that thin back then , now i do .

really do

well , i miss myself .

whose ever laughing hard how my shencai zou yang now 

go ahead and louder please

give me some motivation to diet hard 

FML

Fly Fish

so .. as i mentioned in the previous post , Serasa Beach =)

promised a better post but baru starting jiu sien diao dont know what to say dy HAHAHA wtf

so .. here ~ pictures .

please view them one by one AND at least 5sec per pic .

because the uploader i ~ yi ba bi ti yi ba lei de choose and edit and upload till can die one .

i already tried real hard to kumpul the pictures dy . too many that i wanted to upload =.=

maybe facebook only ? when i got time ya ^^ <~ fake !

oh yes , pretty weather , windy yet cloudy . most importantly - NO SUN ! woolala ~

see all the ka-chang we have here , u jealous already i know .

wo de bf , really gay one , he loves everyguy . being with me just a heh camouflage =="
pity pity me 

its not us anyway , a bit sad . but look at the awesomeness and siokness .
i have video tho , but the background is banyak noisy and im shy got my our voices inside . wait i dL and learn how to edit ha .
u wait yea

ppl pole dance banyak sexy my paddle climb also not bad what *sexywinks*

peace s lame . but , everyone's loving it 

typical bad guy in da movie . he looks like hmm . mega mind !

karma

seriously i wanted to play this so bad . but but .. but but .. i no money FML .
quite expensive tho , $40 or $50 ?

attempt to kek macho pose after seeing MY macho man
too bad , they were too shy to stand up

ada fuuuuuuuuuuuu not

love this pic , its ping btw so i love ping too wtf

uncle with very cool treble tattoo on his back and the other side s a music note like this ~>♫

MY macho man with a sexy hot babe , she s damn HAWT and PRETTYFUL
im jealous

nice scene

end the post with pretty sunset
okay fine its not pretty , we were too early for the sun to set
imagine k imagine




END

p/s - done reading ? now scroll up and read all over again and try to find the beauty in the pic . if u still find it normal , scroll up again . if u still cant FEEL anything , u're a coldblooded one . wait what ? scroll up now !

me love macho man

went Serasa Beach today with'em <3 

ps: i still dont know the red shirt guy name after we had so much fun tgt4ver =s

and the middle one (Y)

talking bout fun , FLYFISH IS FUNN !

like SUPER FUN !

its a must try dude

okays thats all for todayy

LOL wtf

no lar , im saving de pictures and blahs for next post , a better post ;)

 hands nuah - ing , leg suan - ing , stiff neck , bruised back , and a big cut on my toe

but , you just cant describe how happy and satisfied i am :D

its a bit sad that we didn quan yuan dao qi , ada bit ke xi

just hope that when yjx's back , we , everyone , can go bersama tgt4ever ?

^^

dont say i no good .

introduce to u all my macho man ~

MACHO ! <3

okays fml i just didn get to know his name and take a picture with him

tsk !

emo momo

mtxx (Y)

super nice (Y)

blue

haven start the monday already got the blue

its september already

shudn give myself any alasan now and work hard and harder

its a must to deal with those stress its a must to face those problems

okays im comforting myself and it works a little

dont slack , dont lazy , dont find alasan

work work work !

have faith in everything

=)

wake me up ~ when september ends ~

when you've got no one , when you've got no choice

so the working life .. sucks
but luckily holidays are coming soon , VERY SOON .


xxx

seriously , u cant imagine how many times i have poo-ed this week .

just back from the clinic and .. yeaa as usual not a big prob for the doc yet i needa take those tablets for 10days .10days , yet not a big problem . it has became quite a BIG problem for me tho , god knows i hate medicine THIS much . 


okays , nth much to update just simply feel like jot down some words here . 
if u want , i can sponsor you a photo of me vain also :D dont be shy 

typical kampong moi with typical strawhat with typical kampong pose

i know im cute , thankiu .

after uploading one picture , i feel like upload moree pictures .

you know , feel like 

whichdontknowgonnadelaytillwhen

have a sweet dream

=)

im home

im home , like after so long .

not that long but still long

tmr s monday and imma get back to work 

and im stress , like super stress

i dont know what im talking bout but yeaa , im stress

got bit yu wu lun ci but i just trying to say 

im really stress and i dont want to work

thinking bout going back to work facing those ppl those stressness and 2weeks undone work makes me wanna cry badly

i can have tears in my eyes now if i think a little deep more

just a little more

can u see how stress i am ?

yea i know , i am

nhnmmd , wo hen stress lo

i want dota =)

this is Jensen aka Dean

dont know why i just wanna upload his picture all of the sudden

it suppose to be some emo blahs pic

well , random !

wish for a good monday peeps

mwackss

er xin i know

TEEHEE

tadaaaaa !

its my 灵机一二三四...dont know how many 动 again

have bought that cute little clip super long time and has always been wanted to make it like this

but , have been malas le super long jiu dui le =3=

gonna go buy more clip and maybe hmm make a ' photo wall ' ?

 =)))))))))))))))

 some of the pics

its nearly the same cz all i hamtam choose and print one

got my niiniichan too =3

i'll make more soooooon

xxx

was browsing thru all the pic from the camera this aftn

has suddenly decide to choose some memorable pics and wash it

yes wash , i suppose , since in chinese its call 洗相片=.=

yeap yeap

hope the mood wont be gone too soon

=b

xxx

i hope my grandfather will be all fine and stay healthy

You never appreciate the effort i put into this

I couldn't let you walk around thinking it's alright to let me down

I gave you all my precious love and anything you wanted from me

You didn't hear me calling for your care after all this time

You can't deny what I'm feeling is real

I stood around, stood by your side went through all the hurt and pain

And you turned and walked away

What a feeling it's for real and that's not what love's about

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