tired till gou gou li

apparently . aku always do this kind of thing during working hours HAHA .

apa ? atu time ? draw wrong ba . =3

assumption

deeply in love ..

sooner or later ...

....

GG-ness ..

i wonder if true love does exist .
u love me . i love u .
and then get married .
and yeapp, shouldnt the couple start to discuss bout some really mean thingthing ?

examples : how many 0 u have in ur bank ? ada house o not ? whats ur ride ? HAHA !

so hmmm ..... what if he doesnt want to work for the future . zou yi bu suan yi bu , like this not good ba ? cannot take sui sui de wedding pics LOLS .

being a little realistic , i wished to marry a rich one ^^
spend like no tmr ! xD
dream dream also suang ! ==

well, just a topic . xb

taa ~

im bored .

wanted to post some meaningful / recently stuff but my mind was blank
i dont know how to start .
=s

i kept thinking dont lazy dont lazy just blog !
okays , i failed !
im starving at the moment but im lazy to cook .

thinking .
wher shud i slack tonight ?
HAHA

instead of doing anything else in office .
i accidentally draw the above picture while i was daydreaming
well, it looks nice !
HAHA
=$

okays
im just bored
==

pessimistic

being a little over negative.
i remember i ever thinking about to be a psychologist
i wanna know what ppl think
i hope i can read their mind so i 'd know what exactly i should do.

but then,
i cant understand myself pun
when i was calm, i told myself to think more positive.
we must have hope , believing s something we must do to obtain hope.
but when i getting alone and the emo thingthing fills up
there i go being pessimistic again
as in very !

there r a few times i think i do need visit a psychologist
its a bit kua zhang but seriously i think i need one .
mayb just someone who can guide me to the positive path
maybe frens ? a VERY optimistic friend to tahan my VERY negative tot.

i found that my lack of security really spoiled me lots.
i always ask for attention so that i'd know if there s someone who care for me
i asking far much for a care until its not very reasonable
no care = no love
what i used to thought
fore i believe, if someone loves u much, they are willing to do anything just to make u smile
its a official statement in the love cycle
but still, he claim that im too over.

tsk

i always act like a hedgehog(googled) to attack ppl 1st to prevent them from hurting me
i care my own feeling but i forgot to think of their feeling too
judge them using my unique point of view which make things not so right
somemore i hoping them would stand of my side trying to understand how lack of security i am
i do stand of their side to think for them for 'awhile', i know how it hurts when i was attacking
but still, it seems like i just wan myself to be the 1st priority of dem
i wan myself to be protected well from being hurt
selfish me

i need love i need care
im asking for more when i have both of them
meanwhile this act is just pushing both these love and care far away from me
when they are away, there goes my emo again
i hate this but i cant control

cool headed now allowed me to speak all this .
allowed me to see what i need to see
allowed me to understand im so wrong to behave this way
i know i 'll try to change for peoples that i love
for people that i wanted to have their love back
its not going to be success immediately, need time tho
bear with me a little
coz my stupidbestfren named Emo sure gonna find me when im down down down
when that moment
tears are going to fall like no tmr
really sad dao can die


so

what can i do ?

suggestion ?

sorry,
for whom i reali hurt you lots.
sincerely

=3

Okayy. im lazy to edit the post. xD
Just a few pictures, part of the reason 'my-phone-camera-sucks-to-the-core' !

Necklace papa bought for me ^^
(p/s: Its definitely not a diamond on it)

From Lai's

When it merges, it shows happy dayy =3

Next page printed Bday =3

alright i thought its a butterfly at 1st HAHA.
=$

From Haur's

Cute =3

^^

conclusion : their handwritting sucks ! HAHA (A)
but still, treasure lots =3

Please remember

Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our separate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
the memories we've made

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
and you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
And we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me

Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
with just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time
We'll never know again

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
and you were there for me
And remember, Please remember me

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
And we were wild and free
Then remember, please remember me

And how we laughed and how we smiled
And how this world was yours and mine
and how no dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ran so fast, we ran so free
I had you and you had me

Please remember, please remember


LeAnn Rimes - Please Remember

Bday =3

What the smile .

Say, they really had become more mature.
I can still catch some pictures of last year ^^
lols. It’s a bit stupid to recall but yeaa. =3

Surprisingly, they prepared a cake for me when the clock strikes 12 ^^
Alright, although its just a cake follow with some greetings and singing thingthings.
Still, sweeeeeeet to the max ~ =3
Somemore i’ve got bday cards ! =33
Awwwwww ~ cute cham them lols. =333
lovessss til can die.

Okays i cant stop this idiotic smile HAHA.
What more to expect ? =3

And too, my cute papa bought me a necklace with a key pendant.
I asked him, is that means i cant hang out till late late edii since he bought a key, a permission ?
He went speechless and am chio there lols.
Papa always msg me on my bday, i didn expect it comes with a present this year.
^^ a key ~ alright the key wasn’t that pretty as expected but it reaaaaally reaaaaaally very meaningful to me. I love papa !

uploading image...

What else.
Yes ! werwerrs !
I’ve been complaining non-stop that i haven’t got any flower this year.
Finally, on my bday. Someone (EX) sent a big bunch of roses to my office.
It’s a bit a lots awkward. ^^”
12 red roses.
He said, rose mean i love you
12 roses mean be mine.
^^”
Okays i admit i love to see those flowers but hmmmm mama said, i shouldn accept.
And nag me for like 10mins while holding the flowers with smilee (like its for her smilee)~
Women’s weird. =3

Anything. asa i’ve got pretty pretty flowersss. ^^

say, i really feel super sweet when i see my inbox and my facebook wall flood with greetings =3, thankiu thankiu ♥

It’s a wonderful 21st.

thanks everyone =3
♥

~love's pei

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now (wait)

Ooo, baby, I need you now ♪♪


Lady Antebellum - Need You Now