stupid world

hello stupid world .
still super hard to imagine that ppl can change that fast in a night .
but , 事实摆在眼前面 .
obviously , im just being stupid believing that everything is getting better .
everything will be cool if i just ignored it and let it be .
no , it gets worst instead .


im not being mean .
its just funny ~


what if . someone . lied . in front of you . and you . said . okiedokie ~ pretends that you buy that . and . their story go further . and further . because . one lie is never enough to cover . u need , more lies !


and u just sit there . see their faces . SHO dramatic . wtf ?


yesterday , u were angry at me . telling everyone my attitude sucks . today ~ u want me tong qing you . saying how worst ur situation was . coz u needed my help , my sympathy , to support you . thats SHO cool !


you dont need to do that you know ?
what i want s simple . treat me nicely , sincerely , truly , dont find me cos you needed me , when you are bored , when you wanna know something .
even colleagues can be real frens .
its not like we gonna fight to death to win the salary .


why make things so difficult ?
i can understand if its the racism blahs . then go on ! dont come to me pretend that we are good , no we are not ! im hating myself for smiling back at you .


为什么周边的人都要做这种事？
到底是他们有问题 ，还是我个人的问题？
想不通 ==

those blogs i read

if you know me well .... you will know that ~ you really know me well lo , thanks !


aiya shaddap , i really wanted to say something about me one . but ... i dont know whats about me , i dont know myself wtf


why im so rajin recently ? idk , just got the mooood . 
and i tot i really should share you what blog im reading , last night !
yeaa .  i was reading blogs whole night long yesterday . *forever alone*
Everyone slept early ! babi all !


so the number 1 blog that accompanied me last night


- Bro, dont like that la bro !
its super funny can , i keep laughing non stop while watching their comic , all the way from the recent one , until last year posts fml . they story stupid till cannot , made me miss them ... the past one ofcoz .. sigh


okays next ! 


- Miao & wafupafu
this one i anang got read one la . found the brobro blog here too . i wonder how they draw one , i also xiang draw :D but i bu hui . i once tried u know , using paint HAHA , in office cz im too bored wtf .


and others , as usual la . 
the girly one . xiaxue ah qiuqiu ah audrey ah cheesie ah ~ all linked at the sidebar . 
seriously , if you are bored . just go read ALL of them like me T_______________T


in case you are lazy .
i give you linksss okay ! the one i laugh to dead . please tell me you laugh too , to prove that im not just being bored and lamee .. 

Part 1 , Part 2 , Part 3

after the long talk , i think i miss them more

Valentine's

First thing first . Happy Valentine's !
Many gifts eyh ? its from the loves !

instead of er ren shi jie , this year i spent it with all the loves , bf , sisters , bff , close frens .
its awesome !!
nono its LEGEN ~ wait for it ~ DARY ! LEGENDARY !!
okays wtf too much HIMYM .

something special ,
i told him i dont want any roses this year , i want him to buy me a fake one instead .
yes , a fake rose .
ppl say its not good to rcv fake roses from your love thats mean he s not real to you blahs
whatever , i trusted him and the roses last .
so why not ?
i asked him to give me a fake one each year so when im a old granny . i got many :D
i can simply know how many decades have we spend tgt by counting de roses

pretty ?
its wrapped up nicely , by him .
feel the love yet ?

he went to buy those wrapping paper ,
choose himself
went home,
and learn how to wrap a flower
on youtube !
that explain why the wrapping looks .. ermm pretty ~ yea ..
altho he hamtam choose one but 有模有样 okays . ITS PRETTY !

so loving right i wanna cry .
seriously !
i was stunned for few second when he was telling me story of it . i wanna cry but it was damn diu lian so i didn .

he might be not a romantic bf at times but i was so touched this time . i feel so lousy , thats very depressing .
itsokay i will love him moree ~

thats my day !
how about yours ? ;D

btw , i got 3roses . next year i will force him buy 1 only , hiao !

a pic i took during the cny dinner . dont know why , i like it :)
maybe its red wtf .


wanted to change my blog template again but i couldn find anything that i want .
something colourful not too too much , something cute but not really 
anything , i dont want black .
been having it for too long .


its a lazy sunday .
whole day trying to do something but ..
tsk
how can i slack so many
somemore , its monday tmr =(


working life still sucks 
everyday i tell myself , i MUST NOT be lazy
i MUST finish all the things , i can do it of course just depends on i want , or not
everyday , i couldn't
i slack and slack ~ i got 5 things to be done .
i done one , thought i can do the others the next day . 
and ~ things accumulate . 
._________________________.


oh , i do love watching videos .
made my day =)
i shud have upload them to share the joy but , i would definitely kena kill , really .


goodnight people 
a big hug s what i need , comee !

真的不需要理会别人在你背后说了什么
不用去管，也不用去想
只要拿出真心待人，
总有一天，他们会懂的
只是中间必需经历太多太多
会失望，会放弃，会伤心

不要放弃，不要报复
真的对别人好，一定会有人知道的
可能还要多点时间，等吧！

the last time it happened . it turned out to be a lied and the feeling hurts so bad
i hope this is not happening again

feeling insecure about it


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