Friday, February 27

Insane !


Yesh is it !
Im insanely in with him



❤o❤




I dont know how, i dont why

I just simply like him so much haha

Just a very sight of him would make me feel sweet

Ho ~ How i wish i could catch his eye everyday

Even just a short eye contact

=>


Ya ~ he married-man with kids
So ? Who care's~
Stranger A : *His bo care*


Lallala
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-你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳-
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I wana be his Qing Fu !
Im seriousss
Ofcos la, not da ahem ahem dat kind
errmmm


Hearts Kind



Care's ~ pEiNii

Im sorry Bii~
But I did tell uu bfore le ho
Haha don worry, everything is just an IF
IF he want me as i do
IF i got de guts
IF i can step over my conscience
IF the -if- happens
<3

Love ya much much too

Wednesday, February 25

Sickness Month

I wonder wat happen to me
Soi-est month in my life i think
Im sick ! for exactly a week !
i applied..wow ! 3days leave for dat
urghh
- -ll
Coming by~ sore throat! i had de anti-biotic for emm, approximate 2 weeks !
eeww, god noe how much i hate medi !
i seldom have my dinner ya ?
Ya dats great ! Cz i ate my medi even so ~
Then de results
-fucking pain gastric n bleed-
So siok babey ~
i sai blood instead of shit !
><
By then , my eye - -ll
Like hantu in the tv !
Redness + Watery
N wat the luck, ulcer came to me too ^^"
How friend we r, i wonder y im so attractive to ulcer
no no no~ i don wan fren uu
leave me alone !
eeee ><>
N NOW !
WTFFFFFFFFFF
I yawn dis morning ya, every pp yawn after a sweetx sleep okay ~
damn my own mouth, i cut it !
Eh nope ! Cant say i cut it. Well den de yawn cut it !
Bleed agen !
Now i cant smile sweetsweet
Cant laugh loudloud
Cant talk shit much much
eee damn yawn
ouuuchhh~
ow mami~ it hurt !
3 more days to go.
FASTER !
END THIS FREAKING MONTH
oOo

Tuesday, February 24

Sotx sotx day

A blog, for wat ?
Hmm
Dont know which night, I dreamed about uu
I dreamed about de past
How i being treated
How i being leftout
How i overcome de fear of loneliness
I woke up at dawn
I remember how u treat him, n him.
It's not just a dream
Its bear in my mind
The picture's of uu holding his hand
But the next moment, u was in his arm.
How could uu ?
After all this, n said
-It is unfair to me-
Since when we've the right to talk about fairness.
Haix

Tuesday, February 17

Lens Solution

Copy n Paste from email.

Anyone using dis ? I am - -ll

De email said too much bla bla, will not copy here.. Jz some symptoms

' Eye pain

' Eye redness and soreness

' Hypersensitivity to light

' Reduction in visual acuity

' Temporary or, at the worst, permanent blindness

**

I cant say i am infected. Couple of days before. -He- poked my eye. Then the next day, a lil curve appeared right under my Iris. From that morning, me eye started become red and kinda sensitive to lights. I take off my 1 side of lens as well. But this condition remain for 2-3 days until i went to clinic. After applying Medical Eye-Mo for 1day, its heal !!

But this week, emm my left eye condition is stil not dat good. Its good but sometimes it hurt when i -exposed- to sun - -ll. And this 2 days again, i didn wear it because it hurts n turned red (not dat red) again even when im at home n i cant even switch on the light. Till last night, -he- read this email. We both was like :

" Ohhhhh~ No wonder!!!!!! "

So dono because.of.wat we rushed out at 9pm. N bought another new solution.

And now, i still left the 1 side free of lens. I cant confirm izit causes of de solution or its just side effect because im sick recently. But for your own safety as well, mind yourself. =)

care's

Saturday, February 14

天黑黑

我的小时候
吵闹任性时侯
我的外婆 总会唱歌哄我
夏天的午后
老老的歌安慰我
那首歌好象这样唱的
天黑黑 欲落雨
天黑黑 黑黑
离开小时候
有了自己的生活
新鲜的歌 新鲜的念头
任性冲动
无法控制的时候
我忘记 还有这样的歌
天黑黑 欲落雨
天黑黑 黑黑
我爱上 让我奋不顾身的一个人
我以为 这就是我所追求的世界
然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
是否成人的世界背后 总有残缺
我走在 每天必须面对的分岔路
我怀念 过去单纯美好的小幸福
爱总是让人哭 让人觉得不满足
天空很大却看不清楚 好孤独
天黑的时候 我又想起那首歌
突然期待 下起安静的雨
原来外婆的道理早就唱给我听
下起雨
也要勇敢前进
我相信 一切都会平息
我现在 好想回家
天黑黑 欲落雨

♥ Qing Ren Jie Kuai Le ♥
^^
Not only have a smile on your face but in your heart as well
♥ ♥ ♥
It is not how much we do,but how much love we put in the doing.
♥ ♥ ♥
It is not how much we give,but how much love we put in the giving.
*winkx*

Friday, February 13

crapx agen

Fa dai fa dai~
Dis 2 day very eng, but i hv nth to post..
I did try ~ but after all.. i just sat ther, n FA DAI !

10mins passed..

Geez..
Tmr is qing ren jie ! =) but chou hwahwa open house !! aaaah, hen ben ar ni ! whr gt pp open house on qing ren jie de ! herh~ >.<

Haix btw wat to do on dis special day of couples ?

-Eat -like everyday - -ll
-movie -we do watch tho, frequently - -ll
-Shopping -thats a hobby ok - -ll
-Beach -im nt dat romantic - -ll
-stay home -already did 6days a week - -ll

OMG wat to do babe ~
- -lllllllll

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siao eh~ ur boy told me to ignore dem, he said is to protect ur repu =)
I didnt =) I dn think is de correct way tho, dat is nt wat call protect..
Ya, they irritating.. But silents encouraging dem fucking up!
I NO LIKEY-LIKEY !
N too~ u noe wat u r thinking right ?
DON BEN ok ?
wahaahx

Monday, February 9

update !

Ok update !

Alasan !
oopx i mean Reason !

CNY - Back to kuching ! I live in San Pa ok ?? phono signal dou gt probs le ! Dn say blog !

Then-Im sick for week hahahah.. mei yiiu li yiiu ask sick pp blog ho ~ mentally ++ physically both condemned le ! ^^

NOW-Sorethroat ! **coughcough**

SO YI LEH ~ to be continued ..