<3

*as usual last post for the month *winks*

been reali slacking this month.. i havent done my work which i suppose to finish it few days ago sigh~

c'mon peeps! Stop being so emotional !! Cheer up y'all ! (ah? only me? nah~)

its Gaji Day tmr UFOOOOO!

If everything went smooth, im gonna get myself a new phone nxt month =>
either SE w595 or Nokia 5730
love SE~ it's cute, it's in pink, it shud be come in handy <3
umm Nokia~ it's so...........nokia, yea nokia zz
but then, i dont think de SE got de menu button which i always urge to have..
Shud i choose the pink SE or the-so-nokia Nokia? (for more info, google it. Its self-service by days =>)

got my hair cut yesterday at JoeJen.. Alice's from the HairCutCity Salon got a day off yest so i went to Alice's at JoeJen instead =)
the result is ok ok but i love it ! It makes me look like i've got LOOONG HAIR ! <3
um~ wat does she said agen?

: actually ur hair is long, but the pattern makes it looks short. Now change pattern le short a bit but den it looks long le =)

so crap yet i love it <3

xx
blog~
the skin changed (super obvious)
the things i want are back and surprisingly~
those blog lists i had linked earlier before its all here !
I havent got to edit something yet
maybe umm, within this week =)
its not as perfect as sui as i expected but still hearts it.
Will try to change the color theme..

Its september and yeap i might back to here agen. Just bear my essay post xD
Will try to make it more lively with pics, -try-
^^

god-damning sleepy ==

taa~

*Hmm been busy this 2days in office.. The main server went cacat..

Sienx..

Need diet !
My weight shocked me out okay ==!!
As the height of 160cm, 51kg is too much for me zz
and the digit '51' appears early morning BEFORE i throw any food into my tummy.

''before'' T T

-dut- off..

I've forgotten that i no longer sport more than 8hours a day.. Not like in highschool no more.. But now, still im eating those 'pui' food like before..

How i not to gained weight?
So yue u heard me?? Im just 'look' thin, pure look.. Grr~ in fact, i am fat..

Im serious.. I WAN DIET.. It a must to get emm below 50kg ! 45kg the best but bet its impossible for me so yea 47 to 48 shud be ok ?

Jogging =D ---> =(
no no, i don like jogging~
i love bball can?
problems is voon is left = no more 24hrs free court
no more schooling = no more trainin
no more contact with those 11sisters = no more girls to keep me accompany in the court
arduiiduii~ what else can i do other than jogg ? Sigh~

bunch of gay dem is too tired to 've another serious game with me after they play with those pro-es..

Oh yes yes~ met 1 of the dota fren yesterday.. x|ang !!
Feel fresh lols~
super kiang de hero suddenly transform into human and appears in front me me HAHAHA..
Its rock man !
Oops stop stop~ accidentally went ss again..

Its time to stop slacking and get back to work now zz..

Ahemx..
Its 2pm <3
heartx u lots

zzz

Apparently.
There s something wrong with the skin.
the photobucket zz.. Does he/she removed the pic ?
ee ~ meaning i needa change when i 've no mood but desperately wanted a new one !

fucktard ~ ><

eeeeeeeee.. sien ~
stop blogging can ?

si beh no life ~













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so ~ after 1 and a half hours..
i've sick of looking for new templates so ya ~ suan le ba..
replaced a new background instead zz its kinda cacat but yea ~
this is one of those ochipala pics i love the most.

I love you this muchbeli beli much

Ketam ><

*wher s my lappy ? T T

been grounded by mama officially =) erm~ no no.. she said : get your ass back home before 12am !
zz
how im gonna back home before 12am while we usually went tehteh after 12am ?
Cant understand why parents just can't understand our teenage night life like i cant understand why they love gamble so much.. She said : becz u got to work the next day so back early !

Whats the difference ??
I back at 12 i sleep at 3, no out oso sleep at 3.. I came back after 12 i oso sleep at 3 ?
==
eee~ whats the *dut* u call that ?

Yea~ gap !

WHO CARE'S !!

Im gonna out as usual back as usual.. NO, im not gonna stay home on saturday ! NOT without my lappy.. _l_

fuck me~ i MOVE OUT !
Afterall i just needed a bed~ toilet~ something for me to cook meegoreng~ and a emm not-so-dark- surrounding, plus ac~?
Yea~ thats what i used to need at home ? Oh yes ! I need boyfriend <3 someone to keep me accompany, hate to be alone ><

im not sots yet im a weirdo.. So so ?

Fine~ say bb to emo-ness..

___
ahemx~ gotta borrowed the lappy from someone else and yes tonight.. Might upload some pics to make here updated as well as fb..

Might nia oo~

dota dota im comin~ xD its been weeksss i didn touch it T T
u heard that ? Pei me play k xb ~ <3

ketam-ing done ! Yahooooooo~.com

sots zz

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*things are getting complicated while i trying to simplify it.. sigh~

pp choose to believe wat they want to believe.. =)
even they saw it with their own eyes, they believe it might be true.. But still, in their heart.. There is always someone whom he/she alre'd chosen to believe with.
Just a word from them. Eventho he/she knew it just for comforting somemore, but it is just more than enough to makes the believing yet the truth that suppose to be, became the lies leading to the distrust.

We lied yet we hate lies.. So shokanely we were hating ourselves no ? What makes i think that everything will stayed what i like to be.

Dude~ you know whats your position. I bet u understand it clearly than anyone else. If its not, u wont happen to be there waiting every night. The differences is too obvious to be seen. Mind yourself, the situation is meant to be. Always bring your brain along and use it. If dont have one try'n buy it somewhere.. No money ? RIP thanks =)

YEA IM SO SO SO EMO recently no ?!

summary updated

*throwing yourself into the rain with your loved one is best than ever..

Apparently, a phone post =)

lappy, diedie..
Gonna update my fb.. Gonna blog something with pic.. Gonna blog something bout recently..
I need a day

appreciating every moment we had spent together yet i wish i could keep it in my heart forever.. However~ im having serious stml zz..

Been msged with scandal these 2 weeks and yea we doing good.. But he doesnt like it, for sure..
But, im still doing it.. I've my way.. Doubt it, disagree with it ? Shoot it~ will explain later on ( i mean emm someday else maybe )

ya blog, everyone is changing their blog layout while i wanted to.. Yeap, after 'sending away' my lappy i found that i've much more thingy to deal with it more than i tot.. I desperataly need a blogskin with 'full blog archives' and yea 'the updated blog'.. I need something ~ purple <3..

Blinged my phone em 1week ago ? Whatever~ and the next day.. I found WANYEN u ! Bought exactly the same bling i bought grr.. Just that mine is in pink cos my phone is pink.. Wat a coincidence ? Only can say~ we're fren, not the very best one yea but still <3..

To prevent the stml from happens again.. I tried to summary the thing i wanted to post.. But yea, its fa zuo-ing now.. Couldnt rmb anything else.. Trust me, its much more than this..

After so long, i still hate it..
far-est dear, im glad u're still with me, by my side when i tot there s nothing left.. Much more than thanks.. And another one understand wat i understand about the personality and u discovered thing much more earlier than i do.. Why is the fuck of not telling..

More than words..

Gonna start update again.. IF 'if' continued..

taa~

Hmm boh xim to blog le due to 'some' reason..

Shoo~ u guys are not welcome grr~

hmmm.. awkward~
i admit im reali too Chong Dong..
I always went berserk when kena scolded.. Specially when i think im not wrong..
Im not experienced and im a girl !! I don have the game brain as much as boys' do~
what u pro-es expect from me. >< sasak.. I didn expect will kena fa xian too~ it just too coincidence and with kehpo-er around..
No wonder old peeps always advice ''Think Before You Do''
In fact, old peeps are always ngia.. si beh gok..

So guys~ stop laughing at forget about it ! Shoo shoo~
Sigh~ i need doraemon.. needed his ''MemoryLostHammer'' to pok u guys head !!
______

Alright.. back to topic
Pp who knows me well knew i Love scandal~ specially the one who alre'd had GF. <3
i dont know how to explain but ya..
i reali love to have scandal and no worries.. He knew about it =)

thats why~

pp who knows me even well and understand me knew i never get serious in those stuff~
i love to play, i love to have fun, i love something fresh~
yesh im 99.8% Gemini <3

No, not de HotUncle i mentioned before no more.. I had lost my passion with him since he started to talk nonsense with me..
Nonsense as in erm~ we cant communicate in a 'normal' way as he's too suaku that i need to act Guai in front of him..
So ya~ taa..

Just when he can breath more freely..

I found another one yay !!

But this one is different~ he doesnt have any GF i think but crush? Maybe~
and im erm kinda admire him since he plays bball well last time..

I guess de feeling is still fresh on him so ya.. 've been waiting he on9 these few days.. He did tho~ but im too bz with those kns assignments so always missed out his msg.
Lols.. Sounds like im serious ? Nahh~

but ya, its hard..
Its ok with us for the 1st day but not when he knows i always with them..
He kinda act cool when he knows im not alone at home 'again'.
Lols, think too much..
Yeap i hope we can cont WAHAHAHAX

kinda miss him ><
siao eh~