An angel

朋友堆中不会再有像她这么好的笨蛋。永远那么的没心机~ 永远那么真心地对人好~

认识那么多年经过了很多事我们也渐渐的在疏远中。我已经懒得去争懒得去想，我只想守住真心待我好的人，珍惜还能勉强维持着的友情那就够了。

很多态度是我从她身上学的，不够厉害但至少可以顶着先wtf ! 还是很珍惜啊，因为虽然已经到这种地步了却还是可以维持着可以偷笑了, 无论如何种有人是代替不来的

选择在这里废话过时间感觉像在跟她们对话，无奈无法面对面但依然还是真心祝福她永远那么的单纯与幸福

happy bday yue , x ! lovessss always

A short reminder

If u remember ah kang , thats our pe teacher . he ever told me something when im super down , now whenever i feel so much frustrated in life i thought of this

不要常常感到失望与无助
因为在天快黑的时候，星星就要出来了

altho it doesnt apply much . but it taught me things wont forever be that bad . there is still hope somewhere , somehow . we just need more strength to find it

Good friday peeps =)

开始

熟悉的气氛、超想念的一切
什么时候开始疏远了
谁对谁错，都不该这样结束

每天都可以笑着入睡，不好吗？

clear the scores .
and make sure dont keep the score again , ever . alright ?

many loves . xx

Rainbow comes after the rain

Having black template for too long decided to make a little change ^^ 
okay maybe not a little ~
Cant find anything that i like so end up made this myself , simple and easy . 
only the layout belongs to blogger
all the background and effects , edited / added by ME . praise me now thankiu !
a bit messy but itsokayy ~
everyone love rainbow


was supposed to write a post about recently 
feel and thoughts 
just dont know where to start


oh well . 
i dont know
compare to before , my life had changed so much
for good ? im not sure
still trying to cope with it 


oh . i had a dream a few days back 
those in my room , squeezing on my little bed talking bout dinosaur has how many teeth 
lol . thats cute 
not until bitch showed up and grab them away from me 
good . now even in my dream she also want bully me 
why i didn slap her in my dream , since its my dream 
i should have take control of it right 
stupid . yet pathetic


well , move on .
give more expect less
things well get better eventually if i care less
just like i will get slimmer eventually if i eat less


oraite ! c'mon dont be such a lazy person already 

xx

l a s t

This month is different from others .
Shits happened .


as I cannot stand the chaos in the office anymore .
Those aunties are acting like a nuisance kid , more and more over .
Im so stressed looking at them behave this way when the works already brought me enough .


im so tired serving 2 bosses when both of them , each think , i shud take his job as first priority .
well , both side also boss . both side i also have to listen of course .
But , since Eric is the one who hired me shouldn’t i will be doing his work at main concerned ?
Well , no one care shits about that . If i don’t help those malays , here goes the blahs .


i went home at 6 nearly everyday .
If i were to help them in the early morning until noon .
What time should i go home then ? 8pm ? 9pm ? 10pm ?
And you yourself , still 430 . help or not , still 430 . forever 430 .


Simple as that , understand no ?


Quitting the job have been in my mind since weeks ago .
But , yeaa . i just don’t have the ming to just quit like that eng eng at home kiao ka take money from parents .
I zuo bu dao . kiao ka yes , take money .. urms ~
Things have been tough for foreigner nowadays .
Think twice !


Moving on .


I feel like im losing friends i love .
don’t have time to slack in office and contacting them like no tmr now .
plus bitch s still behaving like a bitch , make things hard .
i hate that when im trying to make effort but non appreciating it
and i , will always be the one who rang bu . always be the one who have been ask to kan kai . im unhappy for this . but . non understand . non care .
the chatroom have been so quiet , i don’t know why .
for some reason , everyone chose to reply in personal .
its not like before everyone together ki li kua la non stop eventho its just plenty of craps .
siok no ? i miss that yeaa .


been taught not to care when ppl care less .
i tried , but it seems things don’t turned out how i wish it to be .
i remembered there were some says it takes double times to forget what u have built .
well say . im in deep shit now .


a very best friend s leaving too .
and i know i cant make her stay , i cannot , and i have no right .
as a best friend , i would have choose whats best for her , and support her i think .
if we were that good , it would have mean distance doesn’t meant so much .
but , i know myself . i would have feel insecure once again because i cant reach her .
its just inside me , i cant help
i really love everyone being together like a big happy family .
Tho she is younger yet she s so independent , decisive and brave
Shame on me no ?


Sometimes , i don’t know how girls’ mind can put in so many things .
So little time , so many to fan .
Why make ourselves suffer these much .


Life can be as simple as that . we , who make it complicated .

i got a feeling

that tonight s gonna be a good night ~
that tonight s gonna be a good good night ~

nahh im just bluffing ~
things happened but i no want to share yet .
its gonna be a loooooooooong loooooooooong post .

enjoy ur weekend peeps !

tadaa . its super clean now 

compare to last time which its almost half a page full of icons 

=O

next thing to work with

NEW BLOG SKIN

with me luck in finding one ;D

wher were you

so many thoughts to fill in . too little words to say .

i need someone who i can talk to .

stupid world

hello stupid world .
still super hard to imagine that ppl can change that fast in a night .
but , 事实摆在眼前面 .
obviously , im just being stupid believing that everything is getting better .
everything will be cool if i just ignored it and let it be .
no , it gets worst instead .


im not being mean .
its just funny ~


what if . someone . lied . in front of you . and you . said . okiedokie ~ pretends that you buy that . and . their story go further . and further . because . one lie is never enough to cover . u need , more lies !


and u just sit there . see their faces . SHO dramatic . wtf ?


yesterday , u were angry at me . telling everyone my attitude sucks . today ~ u want me tong qing you . saying how worst ur situation was . coz u needed my help , my sympathy , to support you . thats SHO cool !


you dont need to do that you know ?
what i want s simple . treat me nicely , sincerely , truly , dont find me cos you needed me , when you are bored , when you wanna know something .
even colleagues can be real frens .
its not like we gonna fight to death to win the salary .


why make things so difficult ?
i can understand if its the racism blahs . then go on ! dont come to me pretend that we are good , no we are not ! im hating myself for smiling back at you .


为什么周边的人都要做这种事？
到底是他们有问题 ，还是我个人的问题？
想不通 ==

those blogs i read

if you know me well .... you will know that ~ you really know me well lo , thanks !


aiya shaddap , i really wanted to say something about me one . but ... i dont know whats about me , i dont know myself wtf


why im so rajin recently ? idk , just got the mooood . 
and i tot i really should share you what blog im reading , last night !
yeaa .  i was reading blogs whole night long yesterday . *forever alone*
Everyone slept early ! babi all !


so the number 1 blog that accompanied me last night


- Bro, dont like that la bro !
its super funny can , i keep laughing non stop while watching their comic , all the way from the recent one , until last year posts fml . they story stupid till cannot , made me miss them ... the past one ofcoz .. sigh


okays next ! 


- Miao & wafupafu
this one i anang got read one la . found the brobro blog here too . i wonder how they draw one , i also xiang draw :D but i bu hui . i once tried u know , using paint HAHA , in office cz im too bored wtf .


and others , as usual la . 
the girly one . xiaxue ah qiuqiu ah audrey ah cheesie ah ~ all linked at the sidebar . 
seriously , if you are bored . just go read ALL of them like me T_______________T


in case you are lazy .
i give you linksss okay ! the one i laugh to dead . please tell me you laugh too , to prove that im not just being bored and lamee .. 

Part 1 , Part 2 , Part 3

after the long talk , i think i miss them more

Valentine's

First thing first . Happy Valentine's !
Many gifts eyh ? its from the loves !

instead of er ren shi jie , this year i spent it with all the loves , bf , sisters , bff , close frens .
its awesome !!
nono its LEGEN ~ wait for it ~ DARY ! LEGENDARY !!
okays wtf too much HIMYM .

something special ,
i told him i dont want any roses this year , i want him to buy me a fake one instead .
yes , a fake rose .
ppl say its not good to rcv fake roses from your love thats mean he s not real to you blahs
whatever , i trusted him and the roses last .
so why not ?
i asked him to give me a fake one each year so when im a old granny . i got many :D
i can simply know how many decades have we spend tgt by counting de roses

pretty ?
its wrapped up nicely , by him .
feel the love yet ?

he went to buy those wrapping paper ,
choose himself
went home,
and learn how to wrap a flower
on youtube !
that explain why the wrapping looks .. ermm pretty ~ yea ..
altho he hamtam choose one but 有模有样 okays . ITS PRETTY !

so loving right i wanna cry .
seriously !
i was stunned for few second when he was telling me story of it . i wanna cry but it was damn diu lian so i didn .

he might be not a romantic bf at times but i was so touched this time . i feel so lousy , thats very depressing .
itsokay i will love him moree ~

thats my day !
how about yours ? ;D

btw , i got 3roses . next year i will force him buy 1 only , hiao !

a pic i took during the cny dinner . dont know why , i like it :)
maybe its red wtf .


wanted to change my blog template again but i couldn find anything that i want .
something colourful not too too much , something cute but not really 
anything , i dont want black .
been having it for too long .


its a lazy sunday .
whole day trying to do something but ..
tsk
how can i slack so many
somemore , its monday tmr =(


working life still sucks 
everyday i tell myself , i MUST NOT be lazy
i MUST finish all the things , i can do it of course just depends on i want , or not
everyday , i couldn't
i slack and slack ~ i got 5 things to be done .
i done one , thought i can do the others the next day . 
and ~ things accumulate . 
._________________________.


oh , i do love watching videos .
made my day =)
i shud have upload them to share the joy but , i would definitely kena kill , really .


goodnight people 
a big hug s what i need , comee !

真的不需要理会别人在你背后说了什么
不用去管，也不用去想
只要拿出真心待人，
总有一天，他们会懂的
只是中间必需经历太多太多
会失望，会放弃，会伤心

不要放弃，不要报复
真的对别人好，一定会有人知道的
可能还要多点时间，等吧！

the last time it happened . it turned out to be a lied and the feeling hurts so bad
i hope this is not happening again

feeling insecure about it


...

holidays

Hello , im back from KK already *wave happily* (its been.. 4days)
its a little sad that we didn get to go hmm .. mountain . wtf
but overall , its a fun and happy trip ^^
anyways, its our family portrait and the boyfriends'
i know , they're always included as one of our family member
sadly to say , i m not having any good relation with his side of family 
somemore , its worst , literally .


skipped it .


its chinese new year yo , another week to go ! but no more holidays already =(
totally out of topic wtf . 
i wanted to do a new year resolution thing but .. im too lazy busy =)
always wanted to blog something better and meaningful but forever fail 


this time,
i will just post some pictures for some sort of update and .. we will see =) LOL
not bad already la actually . mai hiam k


here u go ~

 Tuan Yuan Fan @ Kenny Roger's .

 Nian Chu Er - Snorkeling @ Sabi Island

*while we arrived he said he fgt to bring my cammy , i was VERY mad about it , REALLY

thats super disappointing alright

but i thought about our peace treaty that was made before the trip

thinking angry also no use , better have fun 1st since cant save already

so i make a agreement with him that he have to give me all his angpao money and i will stop angry at him HAHA 

he agreed ! YAY

and 
*DRUMROLL*

THE CAMERA WAS INSIDE THE BAG ALL THE TIME

just that he cannot find it at 1st so said he fgt to bring *happens everytime*

but still , the angpaos are MINE ! problems ?

mainpoint - 1) i did think , for us (got improved no?)

   2) angpaosss TEEEHEEE

 NEMO !

ITS NEMO Y'ALL

without my cam u cannot see nemo dy !

its super cute can , swimming around u just like that

i never thought i could see so many fishes , i thought it would be only some boring coral

i will upload all the fishes and perhaps video 

so if u are not interested u can terus skip that comingsoonpost HAHA .

 Parasailing !

not scary at all yet its siok !
oh , i m .. ugly .____.

 Banana Boat

many thanks to the young man that he auto took my camera and take pictures for us

guilty to say , i didn ask him to help at 1st bcz i think it would be quite mafan to ' teach ' him how to use lagi and the videocam as well

who knows ~

dont judge the book by its cover
he had done a really great job ! *salute*

byebyee beautiful island

i will come again , someday =)




HAPPY CNY !
have moree fun yo

so im off to KK 3hours later .
with my family , with my love


its gonna be a good and happy trip


Happy Chinese New Year everyone !
have fun and share lots of love with ur loved one


^^

today

i really don't know whether if its a right choice to have faith
witnessed it , felt it .

today =)

Hello

Happy New Year !

its THE 2012 already

if u get what i mean , ily .

obviously , im trying to hamtam this post 

yea , you're right 

HAPPY 2012 !

great days ahead 

^^