Valentine's

First thing first . Happy Valentine's !
Many gifts eyh ? its from the loves !

instead of er ren shi jie , this year i spent it with all the loves , bf , sisters , bff , close frens .
its awesome !!
nono its LEGEN ~ wait for it ~ DARY ! LEGENDARY !!
okays wtf too much HIMYM .

something special ,
i told him i dont want any roses this year , i want him to buy me a fake one instead .
yes , a fake rose .
ppl say its not good to rcv fake roses from your love thats mean he s not real to you blahs
whatever , i trusted him and the roses last .
so why not ?
i asked him to give me a fake one each year so when im a old granny . i got many :D
i can simply know how many decades have we spend tgt by counting de roses

pretty ?
its wrapped up nicely , by him .
feel the love yet ?

he went to buy those wrapping paper ,
choose himself
went home,
and learn how to wrap a flower
on youtube !
that explain why the wrapping looks .. ermm pretty ~ yea ..
altho he hamtam choose one but 有模有样 okays . ITS PRETTY !

so loving right i wanna cry .
seriously !
i was stunned for few second when he was telling me story of it . i wanna cry but it was damn diu lian so i didn .

he might be not a romantic bf at times but i was so touched this time . i feel so lousy , thats very depressing .
itsokay i will love him moree ~

thats my day !
how about yours ? ;D

btw , i got 3roses . next year i will force him buy 1 only , hiao !

真的不需要理会别人在你背后说了什么
不用去管，也不用去想
只要拿出真心待人，
总有一天，他们会懂的
只是中间必需经历太多太多
会失望，会放弃，会伤心

不要放弃，不要报复
真的对别人好，一定会有人知道的
可能还要多点时间，等吧！

the last time it happened . it turned out to be a lied and the feeling hurts so bad
i hope this is not happening again

feeling insecure about it


...

so im off to KK 3hours later .
with my family , with my love


its gonna be a good and happy trip


Happy Chinese New Year everyone !
have fun and share lots of love with ur loved one


^^

today

i really don't know whether if its a right choice to have faith
witnessed it , felt it .

today =)

Hello

Happy New Year !

its THE 2012 already

if u get what i mean , ily .

obviously , im trying to hamtam this post 

yea , you're right 

HAPPY 2012 !

great days ahead 

^^

emo momo

You never appreciate the effort i put into this

I couldn't let you walk around thinking it's alright to let me down

I gave you all my precious love and anything you wanted from me

You didn't hear me calling for your care after all this time

You can't deny what I'm feeling is real

I stood around, stood by your side went through all the hurt and pain

And you turned and walked away

What a feeling it's for real and that's not what love's about

what's next

NiiNii

-short update-

 its my NiiNii channn 3rd bday a few days back

more pics soon !

 love this pic =p

 super photogenic that night

compare to ping shi la . LOL

xxx

have been real busy recently

outingoutingouting

poolpoolpool 

dotadotadota

just no time to 

blogblogblog

and imma spend more time to

pianopianopiano

the mood s back , again , temporary !

bf and bf having holiday soon so .. i think this blog will kena neglect again

well , stay tune y'all !

it wont be too long ................. KUA ;p

BBQ

Last Saturday (fuiyohh sound so serious ! ^^/), had a lilsmallnotreallybutquiterandom bbq at hwa's place .

idk , its fun !

alraite , im lazy to think what to type since i know i gonna post MANY pictures .

typical pictures-do-the-talking post (;

before we went to buy the food , pool 1st !

ahlai's demonstrating the wrong pose =b

xxx 



 when the night ~ has come ~

all ppl doing their part , good good *satisfied look* goodjob ppl !
good job too photographer *pat meself*


aiya i got help lar actually , but since lao niang 进不了厨房还越帮越忙 only can do macam water girl this kind de job =(


same angle, same smile, mo qi ?


hungry dao stress dy these ppl


misswonghwahwa trying to take picture with Mr. Chicken Wing and Ms. Hotdog



dont understand why all of us believe this thing can halau queen mosq and her army + cure itchiness . once itchy jiu put there steam yi xia . coool man !


Hello hun ~




finally , FOOOOOD . spend hours to start the fire == they said , charcoal problem ! yea i know right ~


everyone is happy happy with the food :D


me too ! yummyummyumm
everyone loves hotdog !


but when you're bloated after throwing too many foods in . it also became some sort of punishment (Y) multipurpose !

and i dont know why , every ppl start going crazy after the food session =s


his butt got so funny ?


heh ` ? erm... LOOOOOOOOOOOOL


a prettyFUL but fat smeagol found .


shenjingpo finally lei le .


aku also bored le .

so ... whats next ?

LAI GG BA PENG YOU MEN . (really got so xing fen ?)


oh oh im loving this concept , feel so ~ business-ish , pro-ish , busy-ish , multitask-ish .
drama + gaming . cooooool man !


oh ~ they are cute !


oh ~ she is cute no ? shenjingpo becoming sniper moi (Y) (ah ming ming jiu shi maple)

... where is me =( i s no cute , sadddd ~
aiyo no lar , just that i look incrediblyhugeroundandfat altho i really am so i decided not to upload me and my looksfatangle seat .

thats all for the post !
hope there will be more funfunfun gathering
PICNIC ! (hinting wonghwahwa ^^/)
oh ~ dont you just love yang guang ~ sha tan ~ and SANDFLIES ! awwww ~

see you !
pay attention reading okays , its just so so so so so so so infinity ma fan to do a pics post !


i love you all , taa ~
*smoochies smoochies*

Morning Sunshine

rise and shine

the very first morning

beautiful right ?

have a pleasant weekend with your loved one

<3

ollo !

if you haven't watch megamind , go watch now .

its the 1st 3D movie i watched , impressive =)

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

alright , up above just simply crap ignore it ba !

what im gonna write now too , craps .

loading craps ..

you're still reading ? good gby !

so ... tmr s holiday !!!!! UFOOOOOO *dancing hips*~ ( hardo gay style (Y) )

thank god i love holidays !

and im already on holiday mood , currently ignoring all the so call urgent paper works TEEHEE . hui bei scold kua ? nvm who cares ! 

ITS HOLIDAY ~

friday ~ friday ~

partying ~ partying ~

fun fun fun fun ~ 

looking forward for the weekend ~

BUT .

bf s having class tonight so ... sigh ! 

whats ur plan for tonight ? 

party ? popmee ?

nono idk =( i cant wait to go out play dy but... yea ~ 

wanted to follow mama go miri to check my teeth but im scared wahahahaha !

big phobia to dentist =s

so so so ~ imma just help him with his assignments hope he got time for me tmr ?

yeap yeap , thats the plan !

anyways , happy holiday peeps !

Happy Bday to His Majesty too , ily , u beli handsome . *SALUTE*

when got 'flower car' ah ? 

apparently , im super bored ==

anyways again , incase u dont know who is hardo gay .

here !

miss watching with them laughing my cutelittlesmall ass n their huge big fat ass off .

(A)

buaibuaii ~

*dancing hips*

LOL

thats it

i do like feel like jot down everything that meant something .
but im lazy , and somemore speechless .
its like u needa think twice to post somethings incase .... u know ~ who knows its another not acceptable n become a happening topic
there are always lots of issues running thru my head that sometimes it has almost got me insane .
i dont know .
i wanted to share but i dont like to be judge , behind my back .
n i dont know too if im strong enough to face the hmmm.. 'frenly advice' neither .
u know he has changed a lot . so much ironic and full of lies than before . thats definitely not him , not the one im used to be with .
maybe its caused by me but yeaaa..things just wont work .
when i try to talk , all he does s depreciating himself . i dont know , he s trying to let me know something . to let me ... not to talk about him ? when u got that something in you , its just gonna piss u off .
he just cant understand what im talking about , that makes me real fed up .
he oftenly stall off me when we chat and when i ask him dont do that , he will asked something like .. i go toilet got wrong ? .. hello ? ohmy , its just so wrong with our communication
eventually , when he s trying to talk with me , i chose to keep quite cz i know he wont get the point forever . somemore he quite suang with it that i kept quite so he goes more than over , and THAT , lead to something big .
and i started to hesitate shud we even continue in this way
what 'd u do if u and your partner 've no mutual way to communicate .
to hold on a relation that you already doubted if its would even last , its pathetic .
u know its gonna end sooner or later yet u greedily wanted it love n blindly hold on until the one last second , its tragic .
miracle just wont happen , stop expecting n eventually u stop disappointing
well well , i hope its just pms . hope everything s gonna be fine . still hoping yea ?

Hey love .

its still a beautiful night .

we quarrel we fight

and you still love me like no one else

i knew , and i hope too we can last long long long long long long ~
like reaaaaaaaaally long .
s that a bit sasak u ?
LOLS

^^

Happy Valentine's Day
to all of you
<3

I Love You

wished

back there .. i missed

ollo ~

it has been awhile i didn crap here again . hello peeps .
im back , for a post =)

so , finally .
i got myself a new job .
apparently , it sucks .
i only can say , work in a big company s really really stress
its like , everyone s waiting to see u fail . or perhaps , they want u to fail .
nearly 2months i work here , i told myself everyday single day that i want to quit .
i don’t like it here , i don’t like the ppl here
yes , i like the job . i can learn more , but not with the ppl here
how u gonna learn when all those ppl are not even willing to teach .
and when something goes wrong . they will claim that you ‘re the one who did it .
so ~ what next ?

its stress , but responsibility made me ‘ve no choice .




xxx




im back from kL , too .
its not as i expected
although , there are always things that we cant accept . yet , we cant deny it pun .
but i guess nowadays , friends were meant to be like this .
overall , its still a fun one ^^
we shall ‘ve more plan on the next one .

i wanna go sg , i wanna go thailand , i wanna go hk ! mami wanna go taiwan ~
alright , i wan more shoppiiiiiiiiiing !
i seriously enjoying keep buying like no tmr . siokkkkkkkkkk dieeeeeeee !
awwww , wo miss there edii .
=( sigh




xxx



i’ve got no new year resolution .
shud i say , i don’t have any hmm.. dream ?
maybe pms , but life makes me feel so miserable .
don’t know what to do next .
cant see what lies ahead me .
i hate this stress , i don’t want it inside me everyday .
i don’t have options . tsk !




xxx



and , YJX’s flewwwwwwww .
being emo since yesterday .
not pms i think , ‘ at least ’ i have not on fire YET . i wonder why
but yess , im shitty emoo .
it makes me feeeel , everyone s falling apart .
devil in my head s telling me YES , you all are gonna be like strangers very soon *devil laugh*
fuck it . but i think he s right .
what more than try harder to make a frenship a real frenship .


everything suckssssssssss .

wo lei le .

seriously , im tired le .

because of that stick . u lied and lied and lied and lied and……
u always said u will quit . and u always failed .

sometimes im not asking you to quit but at least smoke less .
u said you will . and u failed too .

and when i said , at least ask for a permission . for what u so call a respect
u said okay , u will . and u failed again .

when i said only 1 or 2 .
u said okay .

when i didn know .
u say it was just 1 or 2

when it goes to 4 or 5
u pretend that u forgot our deal .

when i look at you .
u pretend that u forgot again , to ask me 1st .

when i question it .
u said , 5 is less enough .

actually , i wonder who actually the one u want to hold everyday .
the stick , or me ?

without that little stick . u gonna suffer . u gonna have symptoms . u will feel like dying . u gonna miss that stick every single second . u want it god damn much , more than anything in this world . not even your health may vary the priority .

without me . nothing s gonna happen . some more , u’ve freedom . what more , u’ve that stick to keep you accompany . to release your ‘ stress ’ .
even more , u will have bunch of your bros telling you , so what about girl ? all girls shud shut up .
sounds great eyy ?


girls , we such a loser .

loser .

finally , i won the fight against Emo's . *victory smileee* with the help of my Da Yi Ma , thanks ! ILY
YOU LOSERR . *do L on forehead*
LAME . HAHA =$

alright cool cool ~
so whats up todayy .
feel a little spontaneous , but im stucked in office =s
mana ada bikinii , aku mau go seeeseeee .
having sportings mood but i guess better not ho ?
feeling of craving for FOOD has gone but still , i wan cabonara !
or just any western food . eg : STEAK W/FRIES W/BLACK PEPPER SAUCE . yummyumm ^^

okays i just wanna go out todayyy , lets go gamess !
err ... *stun for few secs*
forget about gamess =D i really want some sports todayy =(
scout center s probably full ~ no swimming for me ~ nada bball ~ hate jogging ~
okays , 1 left . FOOTBALL !
shenjing !

i think imma end up at home laying on bed slack with my dramass .
oh nono , i shud pratice the piano =D
- River Flows in You !
its ~ simple yet complicated ==
aiks , i bu huiiiiii ~ T____________________T

lets see lets seeee .
zai da suan !



xxx



Hey love ,
i just realised that , u never said anything like you aint gonna give up on me .
in fact , i left you =)

altho we still quarrelled like shitt now , sometimes .
each time we fought i felt like giving up .
umpteen times i imagined the scene of you leaving me .
i told myself to be prepared if you really do .
but you were still here .
always here =)
thanks love .

heartss max .

im bored , so imma blog .
im emo todayy , many things come up in mind .
bad one , good one .

i’ve got nothing to do in office today but to pretend like i do .
this is tiring .
im waiting for msgs . waiting me Da Yi Ma comes visit . waiting the boss to call me for interview . waiting dec to reach . waiting money drops from sky . waiting you to reach me . waiting him too , to reach me . sounds like i busy enough ?
i just wanted someone who can be with me 7/24 . not physically ofcz , mentally , truly .

i apologize .
but i really feel aint good with this . its nothing same as before .
feel like , im distance – ed .
i might forgot the equation 1 + 1 = 2 could not be working at this time .
know longer doesn’t meant anything i guess , what important is , who you are attach with . and maybe , who shows more .

=)

Don’t really know but yet i think i know why , i keep ku xiao today . or perhaps , leng xiao . just what happen . understanding but not quite , this s fucky .
Just as i quote ,
I wish i can read your mind , but i scared the truth might hurt me .
but rather than staying here ban tian diao , i rather to take the step .
i wished i’ve got to choose the traits like the Sim does .

aiks !
da yi ma , can u come faster ?

all of the sudden , i rmb someone once asks me , whos the one i dote on the most , i said you . same question goes to you , same answer comes back to me .
it does bring back memories =)




i want…..to sleep !

my oh my .

TO – DO – LIST

Clean my room , sparkling clean that kind . meaning i’ve to deal with the dust . FML

Practice piano urm i mean keyboard , for at least… an hour ?

A new blogger template !

Songs and Pictures , arrange properly . stop New Folder 1 2 3 4 ing ~ ==

Clean the lappy .

Clean the aircon thingthing , dust again !

My table , such a mess !

Cloths , everywhere =s

Nail polish =D

Be happy =)

anything ~ just stop sticking on the bed and just play games . no life man !




xxx




it seems like it has been awhile i didn touch dota , kinda miss the days when i playing it like there s no tomorrow .
play CS recently at SNB . i don’t know what s nice about there but they say the computers are nicer . for me , its nice because the yummy BAN MIAN is just downstair HAHA , oops ` !
and seriously , im fuckily noob ! although it s fun to play with ‘em , funny die .
to compare , i really love Dota so much moree .

but too bad , my time just don’t match with others =)



xxx




alright , im not in good mood .
i didn know why , i just don’t .
feel like sporting and sweat like no tomorrow .
it should be nothing that bothers me .
shouldn’t be .