holidays

Hello , im back from KK already *wave happily* (its been.. 4days)
its a little sad that we didn get to go hmm .. mountain . wtf
but overall , its a fun and happy trip ^^
anyways, its our family portrait and the boyfriends'
i know , they're always included as one of our family member
sadly to say , i m not having any good relation with his side of family 
somemore , its worst , literally .


skipped it .


its chinese new year yo , another week to go ! but no more holidays already =(
totally out of topic wtf . 
i wanted to do a new year resolution thing but .. im too lazy busy =)
always wanted to blog something better and meaningful but forever fail 


this time,
i will just post some pictures for some sort of update and .. we will see =) LOL
not bad already la actually . mai hiam k


here u go ~

 Tuan Yuan Fan @ Kenny Roger's .

 Nian Chu Er - Snorkeling @ Sabi Island

*while we arrived he said he fgt to bring my cammy , i was VERY mad about it , REALLY

thats super disappointing alright

but i thought about our peace treaty that was made before the trip

thinking angry also no use , better have fun 1st since cant save already

so i make a agreement with him that he have to give me all his angpao money and i will stop angry at him HAHA 

he agreed ! YAY

and 
*DRUMROLL*

THE CAMERA WAS INSIDE THE BAG ALL THE TIME

just that he cannot find it at 1st so said he fgt to bring *happens everytime*

but still , the angpaos are MINE ! problems ?

mainpoint - 1) i did think , for us (got improved no?)

   2) angpaosss TEEEHEEE

 NEMO !

ITS NEMO Y'ALL

without my cam u cannot see nemo dy !

its super cute can , swimming around u just like that

i never thought i could see so many fishes , i thought it would be only some boring coral

i will upload all the fishes and perhaps video 

so if u are not interested u can terus skip that comingsoonpost HAHA .

 Parasailing !

not scary at all yet its siok !
oh , i m .. ugly .____.

 Banana Boat

many thanks to the young man that he auto took my camera and take pictures for us

guilty to say , i didn ask him to help at 1st bcz i think it would be quite mafan to ' teach ' him how to use lagi and the videocam as well

who knows ~

dont judge the book by its cover
he had done a really great job ! *salute*

byebyee beautiful island

i will come again , someday =)




HAPPY CNY !
have moree fun yo

so im off to KK 3hours later .
with my family , with my love


its gonna be a good and happy trip


Happy Chinese New Year everyone !
have fun and share lots of love with ur loved one


^^

5 o'clock

its 5 o'clock in the morning

conversation got boring

you say you'd got into bed soon ~ 

nahh im not advertising the song .

just that , its 5 o'clock in the morning and im still not sleeping yet .

tired but decided to craps a little .

cute o not

i asked my papa for years for a cabinet

bcz i always wanted one 

and he always say he will make one for me

no need go buy

sometimes he say , no papan so cannot make . 

okays

conclusion : chicken s more important T_________________T

yes chicken

papa suddenly in love with raising chicken recently

he had 2, they died

attacked by snake or cat, idk

but they died . and its ugly

=s

this ' batch ' one banyak cute tho

=p 

 yeaa , its white and its clean and cute !

thats why i lure him with my finger so he could come over to let me take picture 

bias i know

cute what

i got banyak pics of him ! 

but i bet u guys no interest with my papa chicken , so ~ 

lalla ~ 

the others . not bad lar , quite cute also

AND . a special road was made to reach their new condo . 

and there s BIGGER condo awaiting them while they grow bigger

tsk tsk tsk

my papa quite bias yi xia de 

yuan lai i learn him one 

OKAYS

*do pose*

i kinda shui bu zhao

my mind s luan , and excited

and im scare that imma get disappoint too

boss s flying later . i dontknow what time

but he will be back on thurs

lets just hope him bring back goodnews ?

*CROSSED FINGERS*

so imma start praying , even in my dream !

WHITEWHITEWHITEWHITEWHITE

PLEASE !

and oh , i tapian - ed

and its suddenly 6am !

ho FML

haiyo , i keep thinking !

geeeeeeeeeez

anyway , the song s by T-Pain Ft Lily Allen

5 o'clock

nice , altho i dont understand their story

wigglewigglewigglewiggle YAY

TEEHEE

tadaaaaa !

its my 灵机一二三四...dont know how many 动 again

have bought that cute little clip super long time and has always been wanted to make it like this

but , have been malas le super long jiu dui le =3=

gonna go buy more clip and maybe hmm make a ' photo wall ' ?

 =)))))))))))))))

 some of the pics

its nearly the same cz all i hamtam choose and print one

got my niiniichan too =3

i'll make more soooooon

xxx

was browsing thru all the pic from the camera this aftn

has suddenly decide to choose some memorable pics and wash it

yes wash , i suppose , since in chinese its call 洗相片=.=

yeap yeap

hope the mood wont be gone too soon

=b

xxx

i hope my grandfather will be all fine and stay healthy

niinii chan ~

LOLS

cute right .

whenever i view this pic it sure comes with a big big smile on my face .

its just too adorable

^^

've a nice day peeps .

*winks*

afterall .

feel like talking much todayy . don’t really know why , maybe its holiday ?
anyways , sharing is caring =) so , just listen =)

i think my pms started too soon this month , but im really stress of everything , or nearly everything .

‘ve been a big spender recently and im seriously worried that imma ‘ve not enough fund for the KL trip . maybe , just enough . but u know ~ comparing to Bruneii , KL is much like a shopping HEAVEN . without enough $$ , meaning no shopping . it’s a super sad thing .
At this time , im thinking . why am i not rich family kids ?

Days in office suck to the core . im bored and doing nothing most of the time . my phone was always in my hand . chatting , fb , twitter , blogreading and blablashitt . i always fished in the early morning , and i guess my boss already knew about it . i couldn’t pay enough attention on the work assigned to me , yes i finished it in time just ~ u know , delay delay delay until the last minute . when i get bored , i always slacking around fb like almost every 10mins although i ‘ve told myself a billion times there s nth to see .

Open web – bookmark – facebook – view home page – nth – exit . after *5-10mins* repeat again . =s

Say , if im the boss , i’d have probably sack ‘ this ‘ worker no matter how high efficiency she was . sometimes u really get upset much when u tried to impressed your boss by doing works nice and fast but they never appreciated it .

I’ve got a job opportunity , i guess . a better salary which is better for my future if i really wanted to study . but , i don’t think i can simply just give 1month notice and leave like that . im not saying im kind but think of it . if i leave here , how are they going to get compatible with their works ? im doing like nearly 90% of the works , how m i gonna pass the job to someone else in a month ? it sounds like a little irresponsible but the whole world is telling me : who cares ? neither you care if none is appreciating .

Who doesn’t get fed up when u work for almost 3years with no increment ?

AND , i really she bu de the to quit the job here . too relaxing and the 3.30 ! its like , a loadssssssssss moreee than others =s i’ve got moreeee time to slack ~ sleep ~ daydreaming ~ and EXERCISES ! aiya , sometimes i just think maybe i should just stop complaining and just stay ! live my life enjoy and relax with no challenge . wait for a rich guy drops from the sky marry him and be a Shao Nai Nai . dreaming much ? lols .

Think of my family future makes me stress , my mum’s just a typical housewife who has not working since the age of 20+ . IF , im not going to study , how am i gonna support my family future ? when my dad retires ? to buy a house for them ? to let them enjoy and take good care of them ? like how ? they always adore my bro much but he s just such a ermm , u know ~ spoilt , not clever type , immature , a form 4 student who doesn’t even wash his own plate and iron his own uniform . 茶来伸手，饭来张口..
aiks .

what moree if i go for a course . what course shud i take ? CAT ‘d be the best choice bcz……hmm girls = accountant ? seriously i don’t think im interested in accounts and too i don’t know whether if im capable to study account . i’ve failed it 5years straight in highschool =s i didn study for it yea , so ? i cannot guarantee also whether IF i can pass even IF i study for it ?
lols .
thinking of going KL , since its much cheaper there . but , living costs and expenses ? and , the life there + my personality ? lols , i’ve already got a picture of me shaking my ass off saying Eyyy Ohhh ~ !
ahems .
back to topic .
i told my mum about my plan few days ago . roughly about im going blabla , if cheap blabla , den i might need them support me a little blabla . and tadaaaa , she continued with her eyes on tv without any expression nor a single word just like she never knows im talking to her .
great ~ !
so what now ?

Many has asked me to study what im interested with if i really going to . but , as a Gemini , can say apa apa i pun ada hengchu LOLS . to choose one , interior design maybe ?

I like art , but i don’t think im creative enough . design is not like account or computing or business or whatever . those for me are like , even u’re not talented , just put more effort and study study study like no theres no tmr . as long as u put more hard work on it.

But design ? i don’t really know how it goes but what if one day they asking for creative and inspire doesn’t come to you ? and , brunei don have this special course for interior design ? ada ~ technical school speaking that only Yellow and Red IC has the chance to be chosen .

Life’s been really stress as we peeps grow up each day . responsibility comes to you no matter what . although me myself , i , always complaint that my parents don’t pay enough attention on me or don’t care me like they did to my sister and brother .

Still , seeing my dad comes home late with the tiring face makes me grief , thinking he wouldn have to so xin ku if im capable enough . My mum married to my dad when she was still at my age . she had actually wasted her youth to take care of we siblings . and yet we ‘re not still not able to full sponsor her even on a simple vacation ?

If only Neverland does exist .

Lols . suddenly feel whats with the emotional .
PMS , u just fucked me up .
Anyways , hope everything goes smooth .

Be strong peeps =)
xoxo .

Family

Finally , i went out with my family on my so called family day .
Its been quite awhile i didn join them on Sunday =s
I spent my time mostly on sleeping , HAHA .
or breakfast and blabla , with frens

aiks .

hmmm . so ~ the family dinner last Friday was ummmm . speechless .
i don’t know , its hmmm , weird weird de .
specially my uncle (xiao jiu) and his ‘wife’ .
we invited them , they come for sure .
u know ~ free food ==
hey no , im not . this s what his ‘wife’ said , we’re colleague .
有人请有的好吃做么不去 < ~ lols ?

okays , they came and eat . just eat ==
like couple of Stranger A and B have no seats and simply share table with us .
lols ?

i rmb we used to have lots laughter with the uncle , he used to sayang us like no tmr , we used to bully him like no tmr . oops .
aiyaa
just hmm , he has changed , since she came in .
slap me , i ever doubted why she chose my uncle . =s they having age’s gap .

ahhh . anything . and i know , i wont call her my XiaoJiuMu . =)


and .


Happy Union Restaurants aka Hai Wai Tian , SUCKS .

emo comes and goes .

its been a day . im in a good mood agen . yess im weird i know .

Say , i really wanna have good relation with the ‘ Ex ’ . u know ~ as in 分手后还是朋友 that kind . but , gahhh . hard .

I don’t really understand what he wants . I think , he trying to let me know he cant sleep well because of me .? Msg me in de middle of the night ask me to have a talk with him bcz his emo effed up ; msg me randomly tell heyy i ‘ve not been sleeping these 2days , im siao edii ; 7 early 8 early in the morning msg me Hi , i didn sleep last night , im gonna die later .

well ~ emmm ~ lols ?

if not . 7 early 8 early . msg me Hi . … Yes Hi . full stop . that’s all . i wonder what he expect for my reply . Hi back . Hello . Hey . ?
apakaN ? speechless .

u don wan sleep , that’s ur problem . its your own choice .
U don wan sleep , but u kept bising everyday , i don have enough sleep T T , i wan my bed , i need to sleep . that’s annoying .

What effed up most s . stop waking me up in de middle of the night NOR early morning !

U don’t want to effing sleep s your own effing problems stop effing wake me up to read those effing meaningless msg endure you effing emo .

You wanna msg me s your own choice , i cant reject , but please . use ur brain , choose a right time !

Gahhh ! just EFF u !



ahems . cool down .

so . was going to excaped today , suppose . but cancelled , postponed to tomorrow .
this s a little sad . because the sushi s running running marry go round in my head de whole morning HAHA .

its okays ~ i’ll go for my family dinner then .
uncle strikes 1st agen , so yes , a treat =D
hmm ~ what a luck he has , it’s the 2nd time edii nehs .
Oh yes , i think i forgot to mention .
He strikes 1st prize too in June and he bought a mobile for me as my bday present =D
I think i shud start buying 4D too , HAHA .

Hmmm . stucked . =D

Tataa ~