tadaa . its super clean now 

compare to last time which its almost half a page full of icons 

=O

next thing to work with

NEW BLOG SKIN

with me luck in finding one ;D

those blogs i read

if you know me well .... you will know that ~ you really know me well lo , thanks !


aiya shaddap , i really wanted to say something about me one . but ... i dont know whats about me , i dont know myself wtf


why im so rajin recently ? idk , just got the mooood . 
and i tot i really should share you what blog im reading , last night !
yeaa .  i was reading blogs whole night long yesterday . *forever alone*
Everyone slept early ! babi all !


so the number 1 blog that accompanied me last night


- Bro, dont like that la bro !
its super funny can , i keep laughing non stop while watching their comic , all the way from the recent one , until last year posts fml . they story stupid till cannot , made me miss them ... the past one ofcoz .. sigh


okays next ! 


- Miao & wafupafu
this one i anang got read one la . found the brobro blog here too . i wonder how they draw one , i also xiang draw :D but i bu hui . i once tried u know , using paint HAHA , in office cz im too bored wtf .


and others , as usual la . 
the girly one . xiaxue ah qiuqiu ah audrey ah cheesie ah ~ all linked at the sidebar . 
seriously , if you are bored . just go read ALL of them like me T_______________T


in case you are lazy .
i give you linksss okay ! the one i laugh to dead . please tell me you laugh too , to prove that im not just being bored and lamee .. 

Part 1 , Part 2 , Part 3

after the long talk , i think i miss them more

a pic i took during the cny dinner . dont know why , i like it :)
maybe its red wtf .


wanted to change my blog template again but i couldn find anything that i want .
something colourful not too too much , something cute but not really 
anything , i dont want black .
been having it for too long .


its a lazy sunday .
whole day trying to do something but ..
tsk
how can i slack so many
somemore , its monday tmr =(


working life still sucks 
everyday i tell myself , i MUST NOT be lazy
i MUST finish all the things , i can do it of course just depends on i want , or not
everyday , i couldn't
i slack and slack ~ i got 5 things to be done .
i done one , thought i can do the others the next day . 
and ~ things accumulate . 
._________________________.


oh , i do love watching videos .
made my day =)
i shud have upload them to share the joy but , i would definitely kena kill , really .


goodnight people 
a big hug s what i need , comee !

5 o'clock

its 5 o'clock in the morning

conversation got boring

you say you'd got into bed soon ~ 

nahh im not advertising the song .

just that , its 5 o'clock in the morning and im still not sleeping yet .

tired but decided to craps a little .

cute o not

i asked my papa for years for a cabinet

bcz i always wanted one 

and he always say he will make one for me

no need go buy

sometimes he say , no papan so cannot make . 

okays

conclusion : chicken s more important T_________________T

yes chicken

papa suddenly in love with raising chicken recently

he had 2, they died

attacked by snake or cat, idk

but they died . and its ugly

=s

this ' batch ' one banyak cute tho

=p 

 yeaa , its white and its clean and cute !

thats why i lure him with my finger so he could come over to let me take picture 

bias i know

cute what

i got banyak pics of him ! 

but i bet u guys no interest with my papa chicken , so ~ 

lalla ~ 

the others . not bad lar , quite cute also

AND . a special road was made to reach their new condo . 

and there s BIGGER condo awaiting them while they grow bigger

tsk tsk tsk

my papa quite bias yi xia de 

yuan lai i learn him one 

OKAYS

*do pose*

i kinda shui bu zhao

my mind s luan , and excited

and im scare that imma get disappoint too

boss s flying later . i dontknow what time

but he will be back on thurs

lets just hope him bring back goodnews ?

*CROSSED FINGERS*

so imma start praying , even in my dream !

WHITEWHITEWHITEWHITEWHITE

PLEASE !

and oh , i tapian - ed

and its suddenly 6am !

ho FML

haiyo , i keep thinking !

geeeeeeeeeez

anyway , the song s by T-Pain Ft Lily Allen

5 o'clock

nice , altho i dont understand their story

wigglewigglewigglewiggle YAY

im home

im home , like after so long .

not that long but still long

tmr s monday and imma get back to work 

and im stress , like super stress

i dont know what im talking bout but yeaa , im stress

got bit yu wu lun ci but i just trying to say 

im really stress and i dont want to work

thinking bout going back to work facing those ppl those stressness and 2weeks undone work makes me wanna cry badly

i can have tears in my eyes now if i think a little deep more

just a little more

can u see how stress i am ?

yea i know , i am

nhnmmd , wo hen stress lo

i want dota =)

this is Jensen aka Dean

dont know why i just wanna upload his picture all of the sudden

it suppose to be some emo blahs pic

well , random !

wish for a good monday peeps

mwackss

er xin i know

domokun

apparently im trying to be a good good active blogger xD


 however , when too many happening on a lazy blogger

it causes hiatus

im stucked thinking which one to post 1st

the older one / the recent one

but then ended up with this one

so so .. see when i happy happy got time edit those photos baru say la

maybe tonight , since its weekdays again

and too , feel like upload picss to fb

kL trip one somemore WAHAHA

like after half year =.=

zai see ba

lucky im a lazy worker too , tho have time to post craps .

cool man !

 xxx



btw , when

fall in love with 

their kid would look like THIS . 

LOOOOOOL

somok niao !

dayss .

Lady boss was away for few days .
ITS SUPER AWESOME !

im so so so freeeeee yet busyy !

've been busy every morning sampai at least 10am ! or even 11ish ~ which is so so great for me .
i love the feeling being busy , after lunch(nap) break then start msn - ing while doing some paperworks .
stress freee !

idk , everything was just so relax without her around . no , shes a very nice boss ! just that , i;ve got more things to do that fill up my morning and i wont always do 'fishing' in the early morning .
maybe , i really should make a proposal .

dear lady boss ,
i advice you stay home and be a goodhousewife and i will take over your works . don worry , i can do it better than you did . if you dont mind , salary + 99 i also dont mind one la HOHO ~

okay fine , im just dreaming .
she will be back , NEXT MONDAY .
thats fast . saddest !

favicon

tuuu ~ i've changed my favicon finally .
its nearly a year since i said i wanted to change it , since my laptop went heaven .
so my laptop had actually died for a year edii =s how sadd .

anyways .
just in case u wanna change , coz i seriously think it looks cute !

just simply google it
how to change the favicon in blogger
follow the steps , its really super easyy .

but then, mine doesnt work on IE but firefox.
weirdd .

itsokay .
so now , i wanna create one myself =D=D=D
and look for new template . i siens this one edii aiks !

tataa ~ =3=

emo comes and goes .

its been a day . im in a good mood agen . yess im weird i know .

Say , i really wanna have good relation with the ‘ Ex ’ . u know ~ as in 分手后还是朋友 that kind . but , gahhh . hard .

I don’t really understand what he wants . I think , he trying to let me know he cant sleep well because of me .? Msg me in de middle of the night ask me to have a talk with him bcz his emo effed up ; msg me randomly tell heyy i ‘ve not been sleeping these 2days , im siao edii ; 7 early 8 early in the morning msg me Hi , i didn sleep last night , im gonna die later .

well ~ emmm ~ lols ?

if not . 7 early 8 early . msg me Hi . … Yes Hi . full stop . that’s all . i wonder what he expect for my reply . Hi back . Hello . Hey . ?
apakaN ? speechless .

u don wan sleep , that’s ur problem . its your own choice .
U don wan sleep , but u kept bising everyday , i don have enough sleep T T , i wan my bed , i need to sleep . that’s annoying .

What effed up most s . stop waking me up in de middle of the night NOR early morning !

U don’t want to effing sleep s your own effing problems stop effing wake me up to read those effing meaningless msg endure you effing emo .

You wanna msg me s your own choice , i cant reject , but please . use ur brain , choose a right time !

Gahhh ! just EFF u !



ahems . cool down .

so . was going to excaped today , suppose . but cancelled , postponed to tomorrow .
this s a little sad . because the sushi s running running marry go round in my head de whole morning HAHA .

its okays ~ i’ll go for my family dinner then .
uncle strikes 1st agen , so yes , a treat =D
hmm ~ what a luck he has , it’s the 2nd time edii nehs .
Oh yes , i think i forgot to mention .
He strikes 1st prize too in June and he bought a mobile for me as my bday present =D
I think i shud start buying 4D too , HAHA .

Hmmm . stucked . =D

Tataa ~

tired till gou gou li

apparently . aku always do this kind of thing during working hours HAHA .

apa ? atu time ? draw wrong ba . =3

assumption

deeply in love ..

sooner or later ...

....

GG-ness ..

i wonder if true love does exist .
u love me . i love u .
and then get married .
and yeapp, shouldnt the couple start to discuss bout some really mean thingthing ?

examples : how many 0 u have in ur bank ? ada house o not ? whats ur ride ? HAHA !

so hmmm ..... what if he doesnt want to work for the future . zou yi bu suan yi bu , like this not good ba ? cannot take sui sui de wedding pics LOLS .

being a little realistic , i wished to marry a rich one ^^
spend like no tmr ! xD
dream dream also suang ! ==

well, just a topic . xb

taa ~

im bored .

wanted to post some meaningful / recently stuff but my mind was blank
i dont know how to start .
=s

i kept thinking dont lazy dont lazy just blog !
okays , i failed !
im starving at the moment but im lazy to cook .

thinking .
wher shud i slack tonight ?
HAHA

instead of doing anything else in office .
i accidentally draw the above picture while i was daydreaming
well, it looks nice !
HAHA
=$

okays
im just bored
==

im bored =(

n im sleepy.
Been sleeping really late again these days.
I stay on bed, i couldn’t fall asleep.
I was doing nothing. But my mind, refused to rest. saddd.
Think too much ?
No ~ i was only thinking “my god, my god, its getting late. I wanna sleep, lets sleep lets sleep……” ==
This s not thinking too much ey ?
aww ~ =((
i missed my laptop.
I missed my nightlife doing nothing enjoy the peace atmosphere whole night chatting, dota-ing, bo liao-ing.
I missed Dota T______________________T

I just cant bear to be alone.
I don’t really know why. I guess i know why but maybe that’s not the particular reason too.
Because sometimes i do enjoy alone ?
Gahh i don’t know.

I just, don’t like . =s

Couple of days before, i’ve a fight with you.know.who because im way too boring.
The boredom brings impatient or im always being impatient either.
I know, i sound rude. I stabbed him by words.
Alright i guess i just want him to pay more attention on me or soothe me or some blabla shitt. I wanted to feel like being care. so yeaaa. wrong way , try not to !

After a few hours later, we talked erm as in msn again. i tried to be patient. I tried to listen.
I did it pretty well =D *pat myself*
Although im not agreed with some of it, but yeaa if in other ppl eyes this s what they see the way you are. You were it.
You cannot blame ppl from misunderstanding you. Plus, they are closed to you.
So, even they think you this way. Its really time to look into the mirror ^^

Im sorry everyone !!!!!!!!!! sometimes i just don’t mean it for what’ve i said.
If, it does hurt. DUUUII BUUUUUU QIIIIII T____________________________T

Oh my, im reaaly bored no =s

aaah

So hmm..
Im doing BAD.
Suffer from insomnia lols

I sleep beli well in the afternoon tu.
You might think i sleep too much in the afternoon jadi night cant sleep kan.
Ngek ngek ! u’re wrong !
Sometimes, even i’ve only had 1hour of sleep a day,
But when night reached. I reali feel super duper semangat.
Even my eyes feel tired my mind just wont rest
How come ah~

Wake up in the midnight and realize that u’re alone.
wow
It feels suck.

My mum chiong in my room today at near 6am and nags me.
How cute~ babble in the early morning.
She not tired ka?
Early morning lai hong ?
I guessed she heard my phone rang and she ‘thought’ i didn sleep whole night and yea so she goes blablabla agen.
in the early morning
Whatever she thought never goes wrong, she s mighty !
SAK WOW YEAH

zzz
speechless

i think i ‘l go hardcore sport later or maybe go out n clean my room and make myself as tired as possible so tadaa ~ i can sleep early tonight ?
hope so ~

sick of mama nagging edii.
Can i be guaii abit ?
Like a good daughter or something ?
NAHH!
In my dream !
==


xxx

Idiocy of SAK WOW YEAH

Alright~

Games.
vs
Gamers.


I m not gamers alright.
I play games, n i quit-ED.
Bcz the lost of the laptop.

After break up.
My world is like full of gamers.
Those who find me chat are gamers~ those i went out with also gamers.
wow
==

went out last Saturday with frens.
met teammate Ricky !
Whose i love die him chim chim.
Lols.
He’s just a 16years old kid alright
A beli beli li hai kid
I love die him he loves die me
We love die each other
SAK WOW YEAH
<3

Feel so lifeless
went out 11pm ~ and yeaa watch them eat and lalla we went NBK to play Dota ==
Cute not?
Teo, Ricky, Vincent, CheeWei, Hawaii..
Peii me somemore.
Dota somemore.
Go cyber somemore

wow
i feel stupidd.
Cyber on Saturday night.
Cute cham =s

Yeaa i know they trying to keep me entertained but hmmmm…
Its weird, super weird..

Went RF’s pusing pusing and they all were like~

: Ah Lai lehh Ah Lai lehh~
: Break edii lo
: HAHA impossible lar, stop kidding larr Ah Lai lehh Ah Lai lehh~
: Reali ba ~ i lie u zomok.
: Don keh keh larr ~ Ah Lai lehh Ah Lai lehh ~
: At home !
: Ohhhh ~ early say ma ~
(like this baru they gan yuan) za dao !

Liew Ah lai, u macam my TradeMark wehh.
AHAHAHAHA

watever.
Hmmmmmmmmm.

Went home after 2games and tehteh.
Feel benben deii to go out like this but yeaa at least got pp keep me companion ma.
(an wei-ing myself)


Hais.
I feel like sleeping!
taaaaaaaaa~

Lazy Sunday ==

ishhh… he ppk-ed me ==

he was suppose to come my house today and take back his belonging.



He said make it next sunday means i have to wait another week more to get all the things clear. =s

I don’t know what i unclear about tho. Everything been settled thru msg hmm sounds a lil irresponsible right.



I did date him out tho but hmmm while date-ing, sparkle up thru msging agen so yeaa. lols not jadi.

Sigh



Sunday Sunday ~ lallalala ~

Gosh i haven’t arranged my room yet.

Aiks, u know ~ arrange and hm block de window so nobody can climb in those blabla shit.

Im lazy lar, de things so heavy somemore =s



So i just stucking my butt on bed watching drama wuu ~ enjoy sia. ==









I want pattaya xD

ORAITE

Apa this slang~?
Oops alright~

Feeling of weirdness is still filling me up.
lols
being single yeaa. hmmm…it’s a lil siok, it was like wow u can ehh..do whatever u want without considering. But hmmm it was bored too, because there’s no longer someone who’s ought to keep u accompany.

Means when u’re bored, u find urself a thing to do~
Tadaalaa ~

Im watching drama ! oops~ old drama ><

Zhong Ji Yi Jia

It was a super bored drama with lot of magic Wu la Ma Ha Wu La Ma Ha everywhere and with lot of nonsense. Sometimes, i found the fatty voice was a little annoying and i muted it !

(whats the point of watching den)

Hmmmm~ it keeps me entertain ? it makes up some voices in my room so i wont feel empty ? Other than drama ? well ehhhhh..,internet ! but then ehh ~ getting bored on facebook == lazy chat somemore, cannot dota as well.

So yeaa ><

N im beli beli sick after went swimming with sis yesterday.
Shud have more exercise regularly. Keep fit tu =s
CNY is coming so so soon ~ gonna go SHOPPING !

Wuuuu~ Crap sia ><


xxx

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Grab my glasses, I'm out the door, I'm gonna hit this city
(Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
'Cause when I leave for the night, I ain't coming back

I'm talking pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-topping, playing our favorite CDs
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Ain't got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Ain't got no money in my pocket, but I'm already here
And now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger

I'm talking about everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys tryin' to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk

Now, now, we go until they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me

With my hands up
You got me now
You got that sound
Yeah, you got me

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me

With my hands up
Put your hands up
Put your hands up

Now, the party don't start 'til I walk in

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no


Kesha – Tik Tok

Okay..

Seriously, at least some text should be filling up here.

So let’s talk back.
met some 2days ago.
Yeaa ~ still the few of them.
Zhen, HungZhi, WeiHao~ lols, the fixed one. Then ehh~ FOOKCHERN ! surprise me tho, it has been years since i last saw him. So as well ~ Jerry Neo Boon Boon.. All boys agen == HAHA
Bcz Yen’s was still in KK and Yue’s haven got her ass back here.

Gonna arrange an outing soon ~ ^^

Feel great meeting up with with old frens. Walaupun there’s still something within but i believe ehhhh~ its gonna be ok =)
I’l try~

Maybe shud date them more often tho~ those girls blabla. Hmmm~ but im worried that i’ve got nothing to talk to dem worr.. an zua ho lehh ><
Interest beh same, topic beh same, life style beh same, hamik ochipala pun beh same ~ aiyo apakan =s

GOODNEWS !
Yue’s is gonna stay here somemore~ woohooo! As in stay~ yeaa stay! Not going back le worr.. wuuu~ <3 wa likey this. Wahahahx.
But then hmmm~ transport! We need transport, as in me too.. ><

Blabla~ what else ><


So ehhh..
Me!
Im doing ehh not so good xD
Trying to get my ass out of their ass. =x
We had changed due to my attitude and act lately. What i did to him, it reali brought me lots of complain. I shouldn’t this i shouldn’t that, stfu yo.
But then yeaa, geez i love dem. Aiks.
Hmmm~ lets talk bout this when i bo mood HAHA. Much easier to express the feeling. I felt empty now =s

Lovess~
Come back to me.

Wuuuu~

Year of 2009 is gonna end reali soon.

So as lame, many things happened this year HAHA.
stupidd
but cannot be deny that, i do changed a lot.
变好变坏 ? who cares.

Frens are coming back one by one now.
I shud rearrange those stuff and try to get along with them.
This world aint about just me and them right?

=)
Im ok tu.

Im gonna be really good. xD
Hmm ~maybe i shud go ask for my fortune, desperately wanna know what the fuck with my problems.
Huhu~
Im trying hard tu, can you see?

Well well~ left one and a half month to Chinese New Years. =)
That’s soon~ and ehh.. yeap. No worries
Everything is gonna be just fine <3

Wow~ i just notice that there are only few posts this month ==
Oops.
Yeaa~ i’ve totally lost de enthusiasm to blog lols. Maybe if uu buy me a cam den i ma upload pics lo. My bday coming soon oo~ lallala an shi somemore xb.

Well.
Dudes, im sorry for what have i done. give me some times to get over myself..
Maybe the feeling just wont go away as the scar is too deep.
It keep reminds me something stupidd. Something that i wanna forget but then i wont forgot.

I know it makes me so-not-me, for something that i knew. I avoided u dudes, isolated myself from u dudes. i shudn right? The relation within us now makes me feel bad. I don’t reali understand what had i done.
Maybe i shud try to make it up or its too late?
Dear said: 因为太熟.
Yeaa, u knew its not.

But then i shud be glad that u face me with your real feeling. Sometimes see the way we treated others make me feel like我们很假. but then, who s real ah?

Oops.

taaa!

im ok tu~

Tadaa.. lady boss went vacation for a week n i guessed now i’l have the time to blog now =)

Pp been asking me R u alright? R u ok? Cheer up okay? Blabla..
Thanks a lot i reali do appreciate =3
It makes feel im actually not alone =) as in ehhhh..like if i willing to step out n accept those. I’d have much more than what im having now ^^

Im not reali emo everyday actually.
Its simply just that ehhhh...when im happy i ma play lo, dota ~ chatting ~ flirting ~ fb-ing ~… sometimes i wanted to blog oso la, but oo the mood is just not right HAHA. I rather go play dota ==. When im free den i ma sleep lo, rest rest den night wake up continue play with him again.

No life !

When im moody ~ den i ma sleep bu xia den i ma blog lo lols. Since no mood ma~ scandal don’t choi me, ah lai cari my pasal somemore. Sasak tu, i ma emo lo. Be ostrich lo~ hide myself somemore, off msn off garena off phone like i ma no need care anyone. Den ma blog lo..

Patut that u all always see i emo lo. Im sowiii~
xD

im ok =)
lovess~
ai si ni men xD