fml

i just wanna be a normal worker who takes salary every month . sometimes increment because i've done a good job or perform well . 


i dont wanna be so important , i dont wanna handle such a BIG thing .
i cannot and also i dont wanna be that much responsible for anything .


i dont wanna take over when there s actually no ppl willing to teach me all what they knew with some colleagues which is not cooperate at all . i do mine u do urs , u cant do , ur dai ji , i do wrong , u gao dim that kind .


when anything happens . everyone said dont know and assumed that they had taught me / told me / informed me / or even passed it to me . 
i no likey seriously .


something big happens .


i ~ issued that bloody thing , told by my direct boss and was informed not to inform other ppl .
yea its my fault being so careless
its my fault to totally fgt about it never thought it would lead to so BIG deal 
but , what about them . 
when the thing was in their tray for over weeks and no one wanna ask about it because , its not their shit . they knew that , if anything happens or if someone ask , they'd have say its my job .


im stressed .
because of these , because of them , because of everyone , me alone kena scold till luput
i dont understand why izit only my fault just because im being a head which dont know nothing and dont have any right .


no ppl listen to me , im chinese , im young , they are united cz they are same race . they wouldnt listen to me neither my order claiming they are busy all the time when one keep on busy on the phone msging the fiance and another busy with the ipodtouch eng eng bo dai ji because she is the tao keh moi , ask her do work need see her mood lagi . siok no ?


im not putting the blames on the others .
just that it was so hard to continue working in this kind of situation .
i've never done this big thing bcz i dont know it all 
but the boss just expect and want me to done it perfect and flawless .


its impossible 
if , u think im too naive for it .
u actually can pass it back to ur precious assistant who has work 10years for you and with so much experienced .
dont expect too much from me please . 
im not that good and capable and experienced as u expected


im sorry . but too , fuck your life ~

just so many happenings in office .
feel a lil frustrated but im alright , so far ..

be brave people =)

笑着面对

and everything is gonna be okay
=)


tomorrow's a better day
it will be one .
GoodNight


xoxo

June Baby =)

Finally , a xiang yang post with pictures .

My company sponsor cakes from secret recipe (yes, again) for us June baby , including meeeee ~

Its kind of erm tradition ? idk , but i likeylikey much ^^

it has been half year since im here =)

ofcz still lots to complain la but .. yeaa i somehow love it here sometimes . 

 

notverynicelooking cakes .

Chocolate Blahs , Prune Cake , and hmm tiramisu ?

(stop looking for my name it wasn't there =p)

=)))

super guaii me help cutting the cakes , apparently... i s suck LOL




 but then it turnout out quite good *talented*

 

okays it seems like i only took pictures with the goodies goodies HEHEHE
anyways , just a short update .



tataa ~

S.T.R.E.S.S

just now , afternoon , 3pm-ish
just when i got the best time to finish my tonssssssss of work
one of the bosses - ahboy (cute right~) , call me to his office
for some sort of mini meeting ~
its around hmm 1 and a half hour .
whats cool
half hour on meeting yet he spent an hour on the phone and F.O.R.C.E me to stay
when hes finally done
he gave this conclusion :

so ~ u think of a good plan and tell me asap okays . ba , thats all !

zhen de shi nao hia ni ma ma yiiu gou li .
lao niang wasted an hour just to sit there and listen to him bullshit (REAL CRAP) with dontknowwho .

when i got back to my seat .
staring at those mountainhigh paperss
and now i sincerely get whats
欲哭无泪 !

interview

alright , i effing nervous for no reason .

not exactly cz of the interview , i think probably the things imma face after it .

yes , my ladyboss !

it should be nth to worry about .

yes yes , nothing !

if i really wanna worry , i should be worrying the fund of buying new clothsssssss . HAHA .

aiks .

im guess im totally 语无伦次 now =s .

been keep murmur in my heart since morning , thats why im here right now .

alright im random .

interview interview !

hope EVERY SINGLE LITTLE THING goes smoooooooooooth .

WISH ME LUCKS

HEY YOU ! I SAY

W I S H M E L U C K S !!

p/s : imma curse u if you dont !

wtheck

well well

i hope there is love everywhere .

have been given a opportunity

i dont feel like say NO to it

but the YES makes me hesitate .

heard , the people aint very nice there .

and yea , leaving here makes me worried .

im not trying to be reeeally responsible butt .. i do a little .

everyone s saying , guan ta si !

yes , imma follow .

and yea , take the chance .

just give it a try wont die eh ?

god , just what im talking about .

HEN LUAN AHHHHH !

tired till gou gou li

apparently . aku always do this kind of thing during working hours HAHA .

apa ? atu time ? draw wrong ba . =3