aiks

Woos, been reali neglecting this blog recently.
Reali 've got a lots to mention but i dono where to start.. Aiks.

Hmmm so where im up to now?

Ehhh..was playing dota all the the time recently. Day n Night. Was training hard for it. So that i 'l be able to play with oren lo. I reali sleep less for it, sometimes i might just sleep 1hr or 2hrs per day zz.

For what? Wat so nice to play? Or izit because of him?

Question like this keep approaching me recently. Aiks. Not i don wanna answer, how i answer u when me myself didnt even know the answer?

Me n him keep quarrelled about dis stuff recently. Our relation is reali unstable =s few days ago we were even seriously talking about de break up issues.

He say if i dont stop flirting den we ma break lo. Den i ma simply hamtam i 'll stop it lo.

Fuck, i made fake promises.

Cant believe it. im so bound to promises, for me promised means everything. Bcz of his tho blabla cases, i made fake promises HAHA. how nice~ =)

Well~ its getting better now cos he finally gives step and said i can cont play(flirt) as i like asa i keep it low profile. Lols. wtf is dis. Do i not reali a bad gf?

Whatever, i believe this wont be hold any longer. Since our chemistry had changed. Hmmm~ im too tired to care about our relation anymore. He said my attitude made our relation goes worst everyday. So~ whom can i asked who made me go this way then?

Lets just dota =)
xoxo