back it up back it up i F it u F it

*Note: Its a story.. i repeat *its just a story.. Not offensing!
*bites* i dont know how long will it take for me to finish this post.. i might suffer from em MoodSwing ? I wana talk alot when im moody.. but i think its ok again when im happy.. n currently im still moody..
Time: A day after the post.. 3:55pm
(forgive me for talking bout past agen, but u know i cant tahan to continued kena stab like hell and listen to those what i think is -crapss-)
But i noe, while i posting this.. i might pushing us to the end which had no -u.turn-..
i, dont mind no more..
Im pissed too

Dont say you love me when you are not.. I never feel any..
Since the beggining..
i rmb i used to fetch you around whenever i going to meet them.. we play and laugh and had fun together.. =)
But, i dont understand why only saturday. i always received ur msg around 5pm even if im not on9.. why ?
i expect u 'l look for me tell me u wana hang out with just me on maybe weekdays or watsoever.. But its not, i tried n test for weeks. Its true.. i wonder, are u reali treating me as ur fren or u just need a transport to meet him them. im so confused..
Coz i found that i never know about ur thing.. your life, your secret, your innermost thoughts and feelings..
I asked, but the result is always u turn a big round and skip those ques..
what am i to you ? is that what you call a love one ?
Fine, im not the best to you.. because u have ur guairenss by ur side. i learnt the fact that -u dont need me-.. =)
we 'l just stay friends then.. a play fren..
but everything is ruined again when i heard of those

: Do u think Peini is my fren? she wont even find me unless i contact her 1st.. she needs ni men nia...

=)
who would like to hear those.. how i feel when i heard those..
(stop those cb lc or watever, its my version of story rmb ?)
there might be an exception again.. but i had fgt. so suan.

watever, its still a fact that i started -don wan to find u 1st-
since u had together with him, he own a car..
Everything is good now. =)

After a long cool down..
i find u agen.. but u had already break up with him
why ? i dont know coz u tell me that u dont know as well
i always tot the problem is on him
its okay..
we dont want to make you feel like you kena left out by us..
we trying to let u noe
we are still best friend even if u 2 doesnt meant to be together..
its too late.. u had change
because u care n love us.. u can feel even just a tiny lil change between us..
He's acting weird, we know..
we trying to ignored that circumstances and continued playing n fooling around like always..
we failed, when he unhappy.. u unhappy too.. about the -face issues-?
You used to laugh, comes with a sweet smile asking for attention.. You always cheerfull
Even you dont understand us.. You still acting cute to make us noticed about you..
you know they love you too, far more than me..
but why change ?

i know u put a sour face is just to grab someone attention too..
Its my shoes alright ? rmb wat i used to treat u girls when u girls left out me
i talk something, i scold something.. comes up with satire
i just hope to get an answer : We, will wait for you =)
but i never had the chance.. its all too late for me.. it only bring hatred but nothing..
But its not for you..

Ever since then..
U stab infront of me sometimes.. U said u are just telling a truth but not stabbing..
So ? when i stab Yue said : You girls only will wait for hwa.. wont ever me. im always nothing to u girls.
how u girls discuss about that ?
its truth oso wat ? but arent it feel like stabbing too ?
How it feel?
We talk about that, i tot u might listen to me and stop that so we can pretent nothing happened
but wat i did, i said doesnt reach ur consent
U asked me to stop pissing you off and ask me to stand by ur side and think for you
Did i not ?

I lied to you.. not only 1time..
Its not on purposed but its still feel so purposely..
ya ya, 1 of the saturday u msg mostly most of us asking where are we but i told u i at office when im actually not n blabla else..
Im bad.
i always think that u have guairenss and them.. they all love you
but u still telling me that u have no fren when im the one who actually doenst have any fren..
what am i to them that time.. i can tell you surely that
Im Nothing to them without Him..

Whatever i type now is totally out of topic.. i've the mood to say
I wanna tell u that..
Im not stabbing you.
WE discuss and make up those conclusion..
you know how stubborn they are and i cant change their mind neither..

i swear i dont like this

Stop acting like you know, stop acting like you care, stop acting to be a goodie goodie when you are actually the most evil one .. Aren't you tired of acting so much ?

Im acting at ? where ?
If i wana act. i 'L act infront of them.. Not here
there are just a few reading here..
N, they arent related to my world..
We just blogging..

What ? I don't wanna get into some stupid complicated stuff again and that's why I'm outta your life, also your so called lovers by you. But what do you feel when people are stepping on your mines.

You did ?

And this is gonna be the end, no more loves to you and none gonna ask me again why are you still loving her. I am just too naive to think that none gonna understand the things between both of us except ourselves so i never explain anything but seems like its because i don't want to face the truth, the fact that we had changed.


is that reali me ? the one u actually still loving ?
why still cant i feel it ?
i do understand the things between us..
we -have problem- within each other...
we care and love each other?
we dont want to face it nor spoilt it
so we stayed.. waiting for each other to took the 1st step ?
as sy quoted: Friendship break like this

And after all, you are just not suitable to criticize nor to comment on me, In case you doesn't know that, what are you doing or what had you been done is far more over than what i did, C'mon, think about it will ya ?

yeap i had thought about that. more than just thinking as u can see
Well~ my point is finally back..
Im actually talking about a girl who always SPY-ING my hunn
Did YOU spy me or something.. or u spy-ing whom ever out there ? whats the all sudden ?
so u reali are spyi-ing me ? na bo, why step inside the shoes urself ?

We both got our own version of story

yea and its already been months.. So ? what makes u think im talking bout you ?
our world can said to be totally not related no more
not even if i wish it so ~
are u too underestimate me for only have u this only -girlfriend-?
my post and watsoever
is not related to you no more
u got me ?
Its Not You
do u wan her email ?

N all those others.. My english is too suck for me to understand im sorry So i 'l just define it as -craps- Nyways~ its finally.. Finally i said something out in front of u but not behind which u've marked as -backstab- i dont have any hard feeling on what u had just post, i dont mind u no more ?
nope, im still mind..
u still one of my very best fren..as n very.. very very
i think maybe because i do agreed at few point that you guess it right about me..
Im selfish =)
But..
Im still dont get it why u put urself into that ?
is there something i dont know again ?

*REPEAT*
ITS MY VERSION OF STORY !
Story !!! just a telling okay peeps !?
Fucking ending!

♫ Back it up back it up u got it u got it
Put ur hand up put ur hand up put ur hand up
uhh huh uhh uhh uhh huh
You got it, you got it

Drive back baby to me, fast in your car
I'm here waiting,
crash into me real hard

Back it up back it up i F it u F it
Put ur hand up put ur hand up put ur hand up
uhh huh uhh uhh uhh huh
Come F it, go F it ♫